I think... I can pull this off?
I dunno. If people will criticize me for how bad it sounds, then
so be it

because it is a disability after all, and I don't want to eat more meds, listen to doctors saying that I am not "normal" and being asses to me just because I have it (if I do), and I hate it so much.
I just want answers and not be assigned a "disabled" person, who would get a shitton of meds

like, this is the image I found on Pinterest the other day
and, yeah, some of the non-typical traits are present in me

oh yeah, I get a lot of comments by others of me being "normal"
But I know I am not. I have a lot of different triggers that autistic people have, yet I am more communicational in a way (still cannot retain eye contact)
Though I also have signs of ADHD (since I was a baby), so maybe I am both?

autistic

aww... thank you, I needed that