i don’t really know how to reckon with the world anymore. every day there is some new, deeply felt but previously underregarded horror.

don’t even know what to say. don’t know if it’s worth writing. just feel disconnected.

is this feeling new? are things actually worse now? i have no idea.

invaluable for excising all of the horrid, wasteful internet bloat

no

i wish more games had the ethereal, glowy, vaseline-lensed quality of Oblivion. absolutely stunning stuff.

spent about an hour today trying to put together a thread about growing trends in coffee that i think point to our growing meh-ness towards climate crisis and overconsumption and gave up because.. it’s all just a huge bummer, ennit?

home alone tonight so watching Youtube haul videos on the big tv downstairs

sitting in the dark and listening to tunes but calling it professional practice because it's.. close listening! or something.

shaking my head and tutting at the departure board on the platform at the train station so that everyone knows i’m really Against This Kind of Thing