and if it IS a valid reason, do i then just tell the person that that's the reason or is it just like, something u dont bring up?? because then what if the person is like rly annoyed by you but they cant say that because they think it would be offensive or something

& like i always struggle with this in a weird sort of way because yes i am autistic but is that like a reasonable excuse?? or am i just like, making that the reason when really i could be better at social skills or w/e

its not even that im like awestruck or w/e, it's just genuinely that i don't know how to,, act. like when we chat the second time do i say "hi, how've you been?" or does that not matter?? because like is this relationship just about my game, or like,, i dunno more casual than that. i just DOTN KNOW

ive been like editing messages left & right & being like "omg im sorry im not normally this much of a mess" but listen, maybe thats just a lie i tell myself. i would perish if i ran a serious real business

asie you are literally one of the nicest people i have ever met. how could you possibly be any more than a 2

thank you!! ❤️

thank you so much! 🥰