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elliejoypanic
@elliejoypanic.bsky.social
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variety gaming goblin, twitch & youtube partner 🤠 • voice actor? • ex gamedev • fromsoft aficionado • Crowd Control Ambassador & elgato partner

🌼 brit in SF Bay Area

💌 elliejoypanic@outlook.com
this process is emotional every year because Christmas is such a huge and special thing for my family and it’s tough being so far from them, but this year it’s extra difficult. So I’m choosing to decorate now and take joy in it, because she’d want me to 🥰
November 17, 2025 at 2:01 AM
I have such fond memories of decorating for christmas with my nan, she had gorgeous glass ornaments and she’d make me into a tinsel fairy

when she went into the dementia home we got her a tree and she’d constantly put it up/take it down (bc dementia) and decorating made her so happy each time ❤️
November 17, 2025 at 1:59 AM
if you can't wait until the giveaway winner is announced or you want to support me by buying my merch, you can also check out the full talentless female gamer line here, all designed by me!! 🥰
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Talentless Female Gamer | elliejoypanic
The official Talentless Female Gamer collection for elliejoypanic. Shop products like: Talentless Female Gamer Mug, Talentless Female Gamer Mug, and more.
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November 13, 2025 at 6:38 PM
double check all your entries count and see more ways to enter on the official giveaway page!!! 💜
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Talentless Female Gamer giveaway!
To celebrate Ellie's birthday and 7 years of streaming, she's giving away a Talentless Female Gamer sweater! Choose from full length or cropped, entries open worldwide. Please sign in so that we can c...
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November 13, 2025 at 6:21 PM
I promise today won’t be all downers, I just needed to get this out because I’m already feeling very overwhelmed with people’s messages and the love sent my way. I’m excited to celebrate, but it’s also difficult to balance that with all the other emotions going on 🖤
November 13, 2025 at 4:46 PM
she was in dementia care for 8 years and I’ve only seen her once in that time. I spent a wonderful afternoon with her in the home, having tea and biscuits and laughing with her at her nonsense stories. I missed her terribly when I left England. I love her so dearly and will miss her more now 💜
November 13, 2025 at 4:40 PM
You’d betterrrrrrr :D
November 12, 2025 at 5:47 PM
🙃🙃🙃
November 12, 2025 at 5:46 PM
thank you!! :)
November 12, 2025 at 1:53 AM