Elle
@elle-jay26.bsky.social
Reader, gamer, a hopeless romantic, and very, very deep into the closet.
spiraling again.
suddenly i prefer sleeping more than staying up to read books.
conversations with my friends that used to be so interesting now felt so distant and i find myself listening more to the voices inside my head.
there's this gap i can't seem to cross.
it feels like drowning.
it's scary.
suddenly i prefer sleeping more than staying up to read books.
conversations with my friends that used to be so interesting now felt so distant and i find myself listening more to the voices inside my head.
there's this gap i can't seem to cross.
it feels like drowning.
it's scary.
October 29, 2025 at 6:32 AM
spiraling again.
suddenly i prefer sleeping more than staying up to read books.
conversations with my friends that used to be so interesting now felt so distant and i find myself listening more to the voices inside my head.
there's this gap i can't seem to cross.
it feels like drowning.
it's scary.
suddenly i prefer sleeping more than staying up to read books.
conversations with my friends that used to be so interesting now felt so distant and i find myself listening more to the voices inside my head.
there's this gap i can't seem to cross.
it feels like drowning.
it's scary.
the hardest part's when u're too tired to do anything so u try to compensate for wasted time by staying up late. but then u don't really wanna do anything, just sleep forever. and i wish someone taught me how to wake up, to carry this suffocating weight. i wish someone taught me how to want to live.
October 26, 2025 at 1:31 PM
the hardest part's when u're too tired to do anything so u try to compensate for wasted time by staying up late. but then u don't really wanna do anything, just sleep forever. and i wish someone taught me how to wake up, to carry this suffocating weight. i wish someone taught me how to want to live.
i'm not sure if this is the right place to say this but...man being gay sucks. like what do you mean i can't be happy gay since i can't have a family of my own? i know it's because you care...but mom how am i supposed to be happy knowing you can never accept this part of me?
March 26, 2025 at 11:41 AM
i'm not sure if this is the right place to say this but...man being gay sucks. like what do you mean i can't be happy gay since i can't have a family of my own? i know it's because you care...but mom how am i supposed to be happy knowing you can never accept this part of me?
man i miss playing genshin...i want this stupid exams to be over with please 😵💫
December 7, 2024 at 2:36 PM
man i miss playing genshin...i want this stupid exams to be over with please 😵💫
good lord it's hard to be gay sometimes, especially when you might be in love with your best friends. like girl, i'm trying to keep my feelings here, stop noticing every little discomfort and worry about me! like i'm this close to jumping out of the closet and kiss your stupid face dammit!
December 7, 2024 at 2:35 PM
good lord it's hard to be gay sometimes, especially when you might be in love with your best friends. like girl, i'm trying to keep my feelings here, stop noticing every little discomfort and worry about me! like i'm this close to jumping out of the closet and kiss your stupid face dammit!
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Happy Birthday, Sucrose!
"A birthday gift for me? I feel like it can be used for a lot of experiments!"
#GenshinImpact #Sucrose
"A birthday gift for me? I feel like it can be used for a lot of experiments!"
#GenshinImpact #Sucrose
November 26, 2024 at 2:22 PM
Happy Birthday, Sucrose!
"A birthday gift for me? I feel like it can be used for a lot of experiments!"
#GenshinImpact #Sucrose
"A birthday gift for me? I feel like it can be used for a lot of experiments!"
#GenshinImpact #Sucrose
Reposted by Elle
October 17, 2024 at 8:29 PM
Reposted by Elle
November 10, 2024 at 11:22 AM