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PPPFFFFFTTTTTT i didn’t notice my minecraft inventory

I AM BUILDING A ZOO TRYING TO GET THE RARE BLUE AXOLOTL AND ITS TAKING FOREVER

also idk if i’ve shown my stream backgrounds yet but lol here’s one of them

anywaysss sorry for the long rant 😵‍💫 i know i’m lucky to still have grandparents around since a lot of people don’t. it’s just hard watching her go through all this, and my poor grandpa having to deal with her ever-changing moods

so now it’s a waiting game to see if she can bounce back from that. she damaged her kidneys from the level of dehydration she was at :/
she’s very stubborn and doesn’t listen to others even when they try to help. it’s hard seeing her still not take care of herself

tw: medical talk
+ she had a BIG hiatal hernia (stomach bulges up through diaphragm) so she couldn’t eat, and went through with a risky surgery. it seemed to work a bit but then she couldn’t keep food down and spent more time in the hospital last week from severe dehydration/malnourishment

tw: medical talk
my grandma has been through a lot recently. broke her back, non-cancerous brain tumor (now can’t smell and has memory issues), fell again, had appendix cancer that spread to her colon so had appendix removed, plus part of her colon. and then just at the end of last year +

but overall it was a good trip!

i visited my grandparents, and while they can be difficult to be around sometimes, i know they might not be around much longer bc of many recent health issues, so it was still good to see them!

(and glad to escape the cold and have a few days in the sun)

lol it was so bright outside when i posted this that i didn’t know there was a border on the flower still RIP 🤣

one of my friends from my old city was supposed to come visit for the weekend but plans got moved around so i don’t actually have anything to do now 😅

maybe next year i’ll be streaming consistently so i won’t have to celebrate alone🖤