i was given a somewhat fancier film camera a while ago and i got a new roll of film for it but i think i want to save it for my trip to germany this year, i will try and use this camera i got today sooner just bc im really curious what will happen to the developed pics

Got some legendary city centre shopping pulls but probably got too much....

to fit a theme i just cant get into it. what is it about what youre making thats compelling to you? even if it simply just Seems Cool To You, there has to be some reason why that is. also you need to fucking describe how things feel to your narrator when its happening to them.

i think it usually comes down to...what are you wanting to say through the layers of a fantastical fictional story. what feelings does all this represent. it doesnt need to be insanely deep or anything like that. but if i cant detect anything past what seems to be going thru the motions

however its quite frustrating that what i want feels so incredibly specific yet still vague so not many works hit the mark for me. there are a lot of character and pairing tropes that are enjoyed by so many but simply just piss me off

i have just under a month to finish all my current obligations....lalalalaaaa.....i have plany of time actually......its fine

i think i managed to combat the issue of hurting myself via crunching on art i am not even happy with, but if im enjoying what im making and im taking my time but it still hurts WHAT THEN?????? AAAAA

buying this fig and putting a pair of bjd anime girl frilly socks on him

a lifelong problem made worse by meds that barely help any more anyway.

it was really fun and relaxing to build and now im familiar with how everything fits together i want to get more and make custom figures.....maybe for a gamers treat after the next con......