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I’m thankful that I finally reached a point where I can fall asleep and have dreams where I rescue myself rather than dreams where I’m attacked and there is no one to help me.
January 17, 2026 at 4:02 PM
I’m thankful that I finally reached a point where I can fall asleep and have dreams where I rescue myself rather than dreams where I’m attacked and there is no one to help me.
One of the people from my family of origin sent my daughter a gift for her birthday. That gift gave me nightmares all night long. I promise myself that I will get to a time where my family of origin will do this stuff and I won’t have nightmares. I refuse to have a bad day today.
January 10, 2026 at 3:32 PM
One of the people from my family of origin sent my daughter a gift for her birthday. That gift gave me nightmares all night long. I promise myself that I will get to a time where my family of origin will do this stuff and I won’t have nightmares. I refuse to have a bad day today.
There is nothing like a long hot shower after a hard day of work!
January 10, 2026 at 2:35 AM
There is nothing like a long hot shower after a hard day of work!
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Here’s the book where I explain why Cults always promise space travel:
January 10, 2026 at 1:29 AM
Here’s the book where I explain why Cults always promise space travel:
I’m thankful that I still have my playlists. I may have had to transfer from one list to another, but all the music was still there. That makes me so grateful.
January 7, 2026 at 10:04 PM
I’m thankful that I still have my playlists. I may have had to transfer from one list to another, but all the music was still there. That makes me so grateful.
I’m struggling. My sibling thinks I went no contact on a whim. I cried and tried for years to maintain contact but always ended up hating myself. Now, I am wondering if I made the right decision. I’m plagued with doubt.
January 1, 2026 at 12:07 AM
I’m struggling. My sibling thinks I went no contact on a whim. I cried and tried for years to maintain contact but always ended up hating myself. Now, I am wondering if I made the right decision. I’m plagued with doubt.
I realized today that this Christmas is the first Christmas in 35 years I didn’t get makeup up for Christmas with the expectation to wear it flawlessly every waking moment of every day! I’ll take it as a win!
December 27, 2025 at 2:33 AM
I realized today that this Christmas is the first Christmas in 35 years I didn’t get makeup up for Christmas with the expectation to wear it flawlessly every waking moment of every day! I’ll take it as a win!
I guess each holiday will now be ambivalent…
December 21, 2025 at 11:48 PM
I guess each holiday will now be ambivalent…
Today, I’m sad that I cannot be with some of the people I love for Christmas because they are not good for my health. I deeply miss them and want to be important to them. I never will and knowing that is painful. I am immensely thankful for my husband and our children.
December 15, 2025 at 2:01 AM
Today, I’m sad that I cannot be with some of the people I love for Christmas because they are not good for my health. I deeply miss them and want to be important to them. I never will and knowing that is painful. I am immensely thankful for my husband and our children.
Deconstructing and Reconstructing a life is difficult and painful…
December 14, 2025 at 6:57 PM
Deconstructing and Reconstructing a life is difficult and painful…
Even though I am being hunted-I have supports in place to maintain my freedom. I’m thankful.
December 4, 2025 at 1:29 PM
Even though I am being hunted-I have supports in place to maintain my freedom. I’m thankful.
My initial thought is too little too late. It feels like being hunted. I’m struggling to gain my freedom. I hope I am successful.
November 29, 2025 at 6:48 PM
My initial thought is too little too late. It feels like being hunted. I’m struggling to gain my freedom. I hope I am successful.
I expected yesterday to hurt more than it did. I expected today I’d be fine. Sadly, I’m mourning what I always wanted and can’t never have. I’m thankful for the life I do have and the time spent with the three people who mean the world to me.
November 28, 2025 at 12:45 PM
I expected yesterday to hurt more than it did. I expected today I’d be fine. Sadly, I’m mourning what I always wanted and can’t never have. I’m thankful for the life I do have and the time spent with the three people who mean the world to me.
I had a nice birthday spent with people I love and people who love me back. It was a drama free day with everyone and everything I wanted to experience within my control.
November 27, 2025 at 3:42 AM
I had a nice birthday spent with people I love and people who love me back. It was a drama free day with everyone and everything I wanted to experience within my control.
It took a lot of work, and I have mourned people both living and dead. I’ve mourned someone I never even met. Today is all about me and celebrating my life and accomplishments. Today-I grieve the outcome I wanted and celebrate the outcome I am living.
November 26, 2025 at 1:30 PM
It took a lot of work, and I have mourned people both living and dead. I’ve mourned someone I never even met. Today is all about me and celebrating my life and accomplishments. Today-I grieve the outcome I wanted and celebrate the outcome I am living.
It only took two text messages two days ago to give me nightmares for two days now. Those messages might disrupt my sleep for a few days, but I refuse to allow them to disrupt my enjoyment of life. I am doing the work and I know I can do this even if I stumble.
November 22, 2025 at 12:21 PM
It only took two text messages two days ago to give me nightmares for two days now. Those messages might disrupt my sleep for a few days, but I refuse to allow them to disrupt my enjoyment of life. I am doing the work and I know I can do this even if I stumble.
I did it, I cut through the last chain to my freedom. I’ve unlocked the door, and I’m running away from danger toward my freedom.
November 14, 2025 at 8:09 PM
I did it, I cut through the last chain to my freedom. I’ve unlocked the door, and I’m running away from danger toward my freedom.
I’m working up the courage to do one last thing to sever the ties. It will symbolize that all hope is gone. I’m so sad, and feel like this is the last string of control they have on my life. Can I cut the last string and unlock the chains to gain my freedom?
November 14, 2025 at 2:27 PM
I’m working up the courage to do one last thing to sever the ties. It will symbolize that all hope is gone. I’m so sad, and feel like this is the last string of control they have on my life. Can I cut the last string and unlock the chains to gain my freedom?
When you’re brought up the scapegoat, you think the entire world hates you. When you find out the world doesn’t hate you first it’s terrifying, then you’re surprised. I haven’t found what comes after surprised, but I am ugly crying in the bathroom over it. Maybe it’s relief and or hope???
November 12, 2025 at 1:34 PM
When you’re brought up the scapegoat, you think the entire world hates you. When you find out the world doesn’t hate you first it’s terrifying, then you’re surprised. I haven’t found what comes after surprised, but I am ugly crying in the bathroom over it. Maybe it’s relief and or hope???
Why do I feel guilty for choosing a healthy lifestyle? Why do I feel like a bad person for walking away, setting boundaries and removing toxicity from my life as much as possible?
November 10, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Why do I feel guilty for choosing a healthy lifestyle? Why do I feel like a bad person for walking away, setting boundaries and removing toxicity from my life as much as possible?
Today I listened to music I grew up listening to almost nonstop. After many weeks of no contact, I found myself listening to those songs again and piecing together how I got to such a dark place. Through thousands of dollars and many hours of searching and dealing and crying, today, I have clarity!
November 4, 2025 at 1:30 PM
Today I listened to music I grew up listening to almost nonstop. After many weeks of no contact, I found myself listening to those songs again and piecing together how I got to such a dark place. Through thousands of dollars and many hours of searching and dealing and crying, today, I have clarity!
I’m feeling profound sadness today. I’m doubting myself and I really want to live in a different timeline. I really want to live in a timeline that allows me to love and be loved for who I am. I want a timeline where I belong. 😔
November 3, 2025 at 2:42 PM
I’m feeling profound sadness today. I’m doubting myself and I really want to live in a different timeline. I really want to live in a timeline that allows me to love and be loved for who I am. I want a timeline where I belong. 😔
Today the silence feels like an old abandoned house waiting for new life to revive it from its disrepair and dust.
November 2, 2025 at 5:27 PM
Today the silence feels like an old abandoned house waiting for new life to revive it from its disrepair and dust.
Reinventing myself as a gift to myself. Looking forward to the future and grieving is difficult, but two things can be true at the same time. This ambivalence is strange this is as challenging as being a teenage mother!
November 1, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Reinventing myself as a gift to myself. Looking forward to the future and grieving is difficult, but two things can be true at the same time. This ambivalence is strange this is as challenging as being a teenage mother!
Today I choose myself and my little family. Today, I chose to permanently walk away from a lifetime of abuse. I have no Idea where I am going or how I am going to get there. Today I choose to be a survivor! This is my first Happy Halloween of my lifetime! 🎃
November 1, 2025 at 1:03 AM
Today I choose myself and my little family. Today, I chose to permanently walk away from a lifetime of abuse. I have no Idea where I am going or how I am going to get there. Today I choose to be a survivor! This is my first Happy Halloween of my lifetime! 🎃