today I told my dad my weight and he was like "you look fatter" and later my mom was like "you look thinner".. im getting mixed signals ahshdjdjd

whenever i try to tell my parents something wholesome abt friends from other cultures they make the conversation racist it's so fucking unbearable

sad rant incoming

having a very deep-rooted dislike for socializing because of trauma and perhaps Genetic Brain Things while having a fixation with my need to socialize and make friends is the worst thing and it drives me insane because no matter what i choose i'm suffering and it feels that +