crazy how i get along w every single one of my coworkers (for the most part) BUT her.

hoping tomorrow is better im still crummy over my earring shattering earlier and having to come in late today bc my stomach's been hurting (prolly from the stress/anxiety of having to work w this fucking bitch)

she also does not pay attn to the primary thing we're supposed to look out for, but i apparently 'dont know what im doing'? lol ok miss "i talk about shit i dont understand but act like i do bc i used to be a manager at another company"

eat fucking paint for all i care leave me the fuck alone 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

ive worked several 12 hr shifts in the 6 months ive been here bc we've been understaffed and i wanted to help, and i had NO problems. I doubt in the 3 yrs shes been at this store she's worked any 12 hr shifts to help out

i cant do the one thing i enjoy doing (self checkout) because she decided that shes 'never going on register again' (which is something she doesnt get a say in unless it's literally health related, which, doubtful) so that means shes ONLY doing self checkout. And stares at me the whole time.

i get that cases need to be made against employees sometimes but this is ridiculous. I work too hard to be treated like a toddler who doesn't know what theyre doing just bc i check my phone briefly when things are slow/empty.

She is a jealous, spiteful, bitter old woman who is only nice to people when she needs to save her ass bc this is probably the only place she can feasably fucking work. She constantly breaks the rules and kinda does whatever the fuck she wants and im over it going unpunished.

for the record, i do not know why store management hasnt done anything about her, but i am SO sick of it. I'm gonna try moving to a different department if i cant find another job bc $14 isnt worth the stress of being around her. she's the only bad apple in my dept- in my store, even.

i almost snapped at her bc she literally invaded my space while i was helping a customer and went out of her way to help them instead w/o a word and then just walk away, again while i was helping them, & then interrupted me when i helped ANOTHER customer.

like can you leave me the fuck alone????

she just makes the whole dept feel tense and hostile and im over here like
i'm literally 1/3rd ur age can you grow the fuck up? lol?

i snitched to my boss abt all her shit bc i was sick and tired of being nitpicked + seeing my coworkers get lowkey harassed by someone who wants to be a manager SO BAD but isnt, and now she passive aggressively ignores me.

she has now moved to trying to claim that I "dont know how to do my job" bc i told her to (respectfully) fuck off bc she told me to get off my phone i was on for 5 seconds bc i needed to reply my mom that i got to work okay (ive been having to rideshare bc she cant take me to work bc her boss sucks)

shes not afraid to bully stroke victims/disabled people (also one of my coworkers who had to give a written statement about not wanting to work w her bc she's being bullied) and pull the race card either (shes the only black woman in our dept and has done this to two of my disabled coworkers)

one of my coworkers is this bitchy 58 yr old woman who takes her job waaaaay too seriously and is rude to/bullies literally everyone in my dept (aside from our bosses) if they dont do something to her liking (she is not a manager shes on the same tier as the rest of us- a cashier)

today on "sometimes my friends dont rly get talking to neurodivergent ppl (me) and its a minor annoyance bc of my rejection sensitivity"

im not interested in the ATLA MTG shit but i dont go saying "youve not stopped talking about it for x amount of time so ur just gonna tell me about stuff w it anyway" like tf thats so demotivating

its always the actions of other ppl that get ppl to cut me off i dont get it man the fuck did i do

probably just the hormones tho dont mind me la dee da

i dont even know what to do with myself anymore tbh but its prolly bc im in a constant state of physical discomfort bc of my skin and insides and im menstruating so everything minor just pisses me off rn go fucking figure

if i didnt have so much to live for id Keep Myself Safe in minecraft

it rly does suck pouring my heart n soul out for ppl and just being an overly emotional and optimistic piece of shit