Ruby
@eldritchruby.bsky.social
She/They
Catperson, AO3 reader, RPG lover, 2 braincells, sleepless
They should invent silent razorblades
Catperson, AO3 reader, RPG lover, 2 braincells, sleepless
They should invent silent razorblades
when youre searching for a story that is almost only hurt and pain but find the cutest fluffiest piece of literature
im being forcefully dragged out of my depression hole
im being forcefully dragged out of my depression hole
October 1, 2025 at 1:22 AM
when youre searching for a story that is almost only hurt and pain but find the cutest fluffiest piece of literature
im being forcefully dragged out of my depression hole
im being forcefully dragged out of my depression hole
I hate having the realisation that people who you thought were good arent.
And then theres the creeping feeling that slowly ramps up that you need to dustance yourself but the other part of you wonders if youre overreacting
emotionally youre fucked but somehow your mind tells you to get over it
And then theres the creeping feeling that slowly ramps up that you need to dustance yourself but the other part of you wonders if youre overreacting
emotionally youre fucked but somehow your mind tells you to get over it
August 19, 2025 at 3:21 PM
I hate having the realisation that people who you thought were good arent.
And then theres the creeping feeling that slowly ramps up that you need to dustance yourself but the other part of you wonders if youre overreacting
emotionally youre fucked but somehow your mind tells you to get over it
And then theres the creeping feeling that slowly ramps up that you need to dustance yourself but the other part of you wonders if youre overreacting
emotionally youre fucked but somehow your mind tells you to get over it
You ever make something but then theres one comment from a person who's opinion means a lot to you and now theres not motivation left to try again?
Because I think im stuck with exactly this right now.
Because I think im stuck with exactly this right now.
August 8, 2025 at 3:11 AM
You ever make something but then theres one comment from a person who's opinion means a lot to you and now theres not motivation left to try again?
Because I think im stuck with exactly this right now.
Because I think im stuck with exactly this right now.
my gf is at work since 6am this morning and hasnt responded to any of my texts which probably mwans that work is like super busy
but without any contact I feel a bit like a lost puppy ngl
how am I supposed to have a good day without any 'I love you's? qwq
but without any contact I feel a bit like a lost puppy ngl
how am I supposed to have a good day without any 'I love you's? qwq
June 10, 2025 at 10:55 AM
my gf is at work since 6am this morning and hasnt responded to any of my texts which probably mwans that work is like super busy
but without any contact I feel a bit like a lost puppy ngl
how am I supposed to have a good day without any 'I love you's? qwq
but without any contact I feel a bit like a lost puppy ngl
how am I supposed to have a good day without any 'I love you's? qwq
Me: I love this fluffy fanfiction its so soothing and warms my heart
The next chapter of the fanfiction:
The next chapter of the fanfiction:
April 9, 2025 at 12:51 AM
Me: I love this fluffy fanfiction its so soothing and warms my heart
The next chapter of the fanfiction:
The next chapter of the fanfiction:
sometimes I wonder if below my skin there is a functioning person somewhere
its usually only blood, skin layers and fat but you never know
its usually only blood, skin layers and fat but you never know
April 7, 2025 at 12:55 AM
sometimes I wonder if below my skin there is a functioning person somewhere
its usually only blood, skin layers and fat but you never know
its usually only blood, skin layers and fat but you never know
yall ever get into a fandom purely to read fanfictions?
April 6, 2025 at 10:00 PM
yall ever get into a fandom purely to read fanfictions?
the absolut disgust when you see your ex listening to music your girlfriend recommended to you
(get the fuck away from it this is my darlings music you have no place here)
(get the fuck away from it this is my darlings music you have no place here)
April 2, 2025 at 3:23 PM
the absolut disgust when you see your ex listening to music your girlfriend recommended to you
(get the fuck away from it this is my darlings music you have no place here)
(get the fuck away from it this is my darlings music you have no place here)
The Radiance of someone with a future can hurt
oh so much
oh so much
March 31, 2025 at 10:42 PM
The Radiance of someone with a future can hurt
oh so much
oh so much
everytime I come home from my girlfriend im weirdly hungry
i eat more then enough at her place but I just feel like I need to eat a whole banquet once im home
its weird
i eat more then enough at her place but I just feel like I need to eat a whole banquet once im home
its weird
March 31, 2025 at 7:54 PM
everytime I come home from my girlfriend im weirdly hungry
i eat more then enough at her place but I just feel like I need to eat a whole banquet once im home
its weird
i eat more then enough at her place but I just feel like I need to eat a whole banquet once im home
its weird
There's the constant fear every time I share anything I have made that it just isn't enough, that no one will care
I think making something and then no one reaction to its existence is even worse than people disliking it.
At least they cared enough to tell me as much
I think making something and then no one reaction to its existence is even worse than people disliking it.
At least they cared enough to tell me as much
March 26, 2025 at 4:52 AM
There's the constant fear every time I share anything I have made that it just isn't enough, that no one will care
I think making something and then no one reaction to its existence is even worse than people disliking it.
At least they cared enough to tell me as much
I think making something and then no one reaction to its existence is even worse than people disliking it.
At least they cared enough to tell me as much
Doodling while playind dnd
March 20, 2025 at 10:03 PM
Doodling while playind dnd
So im enjoying making audios, but holy hell how do people make sfx's without background noise?
March 18, 2025 at 4:41 AM
So im enjoying making audios, but holy hell how do people make sfx's without background noise?
I love the full moon, I've always wished its rays could whisk me away to some far off land or show me something unexplainable in the mundanity of this world
And even with it failing to do so it still is a constant companion and never ceases to feel more fantastical then it is
And even with it failing to do so it still is a constant companion and never ceases to feel more fantastical then it is
March 13, 2025 at 4:42 AM
I love the full moon, I've always wished its rays could whisk me away to some far off land or show me something unexplainable in the mundanity of this world
And even with it failing to do so it still is a constant companion and never ceases to feel more fantastical then it is
And even with it failing to do so it still is a constant companion and never ceases to feel more fantastical then it is
Every day that I persist as a real person feels wrong
Let me fade into a fantasy, a machination, a fever dream
Give me the ephemeral, the elusive stop making my world so solid and rigid
Let me be an idea, a thought, but never a reality
Let me fade into a fantasy, a machination, a fever dream
Give me the ephemeral, the elusive stop making my world so solid and rigid
Let me be an idea, a thought, but never a reality
March 9, 2025 at 6:11 AM
Every day that I persist as a real person feels wrong
Let me fade into a fantasy, a machination, a fever dream
Give me the ephemeral, the elusive stop making my world so solid and rigid
Let me be an idea, a thought, but never a reality
Let me fade into a fantasy, a machination, a fever dream
Give me the ephemeral, the elusive stop making my world so solid and rigid
Let me be an idea, a thought, but never a reality
Its my gf's birthday today :3
I made her bacon and eggs to eat in bed and baked banana bread for snacking
Now we wanted to go on a walk since the weathers amazing but she kinda fell asleep on me >//<
I do not have the heart to wake them qwq
I made her bacon and eggs to eat in bed and baked banana bread for snacking
Now we wanted to go on a walk since the weathers amazing but she kinda fell asleep on me >//<
I do not have the heart to wake them qwq
March 6, 2025 at 11:28 AM
Its my gf's birthday today :3
I made her bacon and eggs to eat in bed and baked banana bread for snacking
Now we wanted to go on a walk since the weathers amazing but she kinda fell asleep on me >//<
I do not have the heart to wake them qwq
I made her bacon and eggs to eat in bed and baked banana bread for snacking
Now we wanted to go on a walk since the weathers amazing but she kinda fell asleep on me >//<
I do not have the heart to wake them qwq
Okay so as a trans fem, ive received oral sex from a straight girl and from a lesbian and like...
One would assume the straight girl would be better right?
Nope
Not even close
The difference is actually insane
One would assume the straight girl would be better right?
Nope
Not even close
The difference is actually insane
March 5, 2025 at 4:01 AM
Okay so as a trans fem, ive received oral sex from a straight girl and from a lesbian and like...
One would assume the straight girl would be better right?
Nope
Not even close
The difference is actually insane
One would assume the straight girl would be better right?
Nope
Not even close
The difference is actually insane
Lesbian Insect People
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February 8, 2025 at 4:07 AM
Lesbian Insect People
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God this is an old drawing
Anyway the cat is a vampire
Anyway the cat is a vampire
February 7, 2025 at 6:30 AM
God this is an old drawing
Anyway the cat is a vampire
Anyway the cat is a vampire
The craving to talk in a video game and get yelled at to go into the kitchen
(Im euphoria starved)
(Im euphoria starved)
February 6, 2025 at 4:32 PM
The craving to talk in a video game and get yelled at to go into the kitchen
(Im euphoria starved)
(Im euphoria starved)
My gf fell asleep on my arm and now my arm is falling asleep
Help!
Help!
February 3, 2025 at 3:28 AM
My gf fell asleep on my arm and now my arm is falling asleep
Help!
Help!
Friends and I have a small event going on to draw our favourite pokemon of every type so heres a few of those drawings:
(They vary A LOT in effort and time used on it, from 10 minutes to 3 hours)
(They vary A LOT in effort and time used on it, from 10 minutes to 3 hours)
January 29, 2025 at 2:43 AM
Friends and I have a small event going on to draw our favourite pokemon of every type so heres a few of those drawings:
(They vary A LOT in effort and time used on it, from 10 minutes to 3 hours)
(They vary A LOT in effort and time used on it, from 10 minutes to 3 hours)
Imagine having disphoria cause your flat af
So you buy a push up bra
And your bodies reaction to your mirror image is to fucking sob because its not real enough
Anyways i hate being trans
So you buy a push up bra
And your bodies reaction to your mirror image is to fucking sob because its not real enough
Anyways i hate being trans
January 10, 2025 at 10:34 AM
Imagine having disphoria cause your flat af
So you buy a push up bra
And your bodies reaction to your mirror image is to fucking sob because its not real enough
Anyways i hate being trans
So you buy a push up bra
And your bodies reaction to your mirror image is to fucking sob because its not real enough
Anyways i hate being trans
I accidentally fell asleep and now my gf went to bed and I wasnt able to say goodnight or call her or anything today and now im highkey panicking
January 8, 2025 at 12:45 AM
I accidentally fell asleep and now my gf went to bed and I wasnt able to say goodnight or call her or anything today and now im highkey panicking