Anyways, i wanna kill my NPCs in gruesome ways and just move on. They suck, this story sucks and they aren memorable enough to even have people talk to me to have RPs with them. Lmao.

Maybe im mentally ill or something. But watching another wonderful campaign happen, watching those players interact and yap about it a while after... I wish I had it too. Envy is a bitch.

I want to be excited about my own work too. But if no one wants to yap with me or show me little things involving anything in universe, im stuck thinking it just sucks. They just stick around because they want any old dnd campaign, no matter how shitty.

Engagement is... A little unfun to think about. My ideas suck, my GMing is eh, given technically only one player ever talks to me directly about my own campaign... It kills my drive. No one has the energy or time for this anymore.

Here for you if you need anything magic... 🫂

This looks so fucking tasty i want some sOBS

I can feel my hormones being deregulated. I gotta fight the urge to vanish all day I guess.

Oh to be forgotten.

How simpler life would be if i could disappear.

How freeing it must be to have no heart.