Past few years especially this year been hell and im so tired.

Used some of the money mum sent me for help buying my course tools so gonna cover the cost with my savings tho running low on savings too. Im tired man

Address fixed but holy shit

Eh i paid it

Kicker is i cant afford any therapy that counts and any free therapy is 10 momths waitlist and only a few sessions which wont fix 29 years of existance

Went to a friends wedding last month which also didnt help but at least i got to spend 1 day with ppl. Visited family for a few days around it and that exhausted me

Might delete after a bit because im supposed to be positivity and support but Im so suffocated rn

I have barely spent time with others or out of my room for months to save money. Losing my mind and lonely af cuz I have no1 to visit and can only go out to drs or other appointments and thats it. Im trying to not complain. To be positive. But this years been fucking hell and I'm starting to give up

Course was delayed from september to near end of this month. Had health issues. UC not replying to my Limited Capability for Work forms I sent off like over 3 months ago which would give me a threshold of earnings before I lose out while also hopefully granting me more money to live off of.

Mums helped with some money and i feel super guilty and shitty about it.

Starting my course on the 24th meaning I'll have to pay tram/train fees AND like 200-400 for the course tools and I'm so fucked I wanna cry

Considering its been over 2 years since i sent him it it's very likely