futurama do you like fear & hunger 2: termina

In all honesty i just feel like i could be tossed out on a whim & it sucks because I thought I got over that ages ago. Idk if it comes from a selfish place but it's there.

Idk if anyone is even going to see this but like I said i just dont know where to go with it. Really im not going unto this with a script or any forethought this is all off the top of my head. At a crossroads in life as well where I really decide what i'm doing

She ruined me. I can't pin the blame on her for all my misfortune but she really has damaged me in a way that crippled me socially & I just can't talk to my friends like I used to. I feel like I just fuck everything up no matter what I say, and it just makes me hesitant to conversate