Sidenote had i not forgotten the details of the art the thing probably wouldve been finished sooner but alas its been FOUR YEARS AGO and i cant do much

moral of the story become conscious of your actions and get a grip on what youre doing sometimes
Grasp

oh and i tried searching their name and theres like no results idk what i expected lmfao

Going through everyone i remember and hoping theyve got contacts makes me beg deep down that i have a chance. Hell i dont know if they remember me
They meant a lot

I wish deeply that there is at least one way i can reach out to them that follows a chain of events that i could pull off
I still believe in it and i hope ssuuuupeer deep down that they have any form of social media presence. At least some shit like Messenger or anything for that matter

They also deleted their user when i did that so looking for any archive is Deadsies
These chains of events made me burn a perfectly fine bridge and i regret it the most, especially when it had childhood involved

It wouldve been nice if my family members kept contacts (didnt happen)
So im at a point of devastation and starting to suck it up and move on in defeat
They tried to contact me on Discord at one point and i ended up blocking them in an immature manner

Lately been trying to pursuit an old friend from school who now meant alot to me
They moved out to singapore due to unfortunate circumstances and the only thing i can remember them by is Little Nightmares fanart that i cant remember how it looked

Worser feeling is not knowing how to anatomy

Not even drawing it you just think of it in your head think it looks neat and tjen poof its gone

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