if i told me from last year that i'd have friends doing all that for me and also wanting to watch me play games and messaging me for my opinion on stuff and checking on me when im quiet, i would be so so happy

i still can't quite believe how loved i am.. this time last year i was panicking about not having any friends but im so so loved

they've all filled in the sleep token ballot just for me (and it was their idea, not mine) and one of them is letting me use all his points on a site that *he's* saved up on because it's *his special interest* just to get a figure for half price..

im SO sick of seeing people thirst over him like jesus christ use your brain for a second