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EFFIE WORLD 4EVER
@effieworld.neocities.org
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autistic transfem system creating our own reality thru art. world's biggest scooby-doo fan. scumlord 4 ever (she/it, 18+, will rt nsfw)
https://effie.world/
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ive been working on a lot of stuff and none of it is really presentable right now, but look at this funny boy i drew
drawing of a funny boy
October 1, 2025 at 1:19 AM
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i dont wanna be yr friend yr the worst person i know
September 3, 2025 at 7:18 PM
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mips effie
mips effie
August 24, 2025 at 3:34 AM
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August 16, 2025 at 6:59 AM
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an act of devotion
to a nameless thing a song chanted in the rain with words swirling off the page and bleeding their ink onto the moon-stained pavement where the ghosts of stars dance right beneath my eyes across the piss-stained gravel and i glimpse in the cold light a white curtain flickering whose translucent fibers betray a Gaze staring back at me making me your mirror your heart beats in mine we are one it is all and i wish now to know this feeling to hold it as much as i can to be made anew by it to be made raw, fleshy, vulnerable to unravel everything stable to reassure eveything neglected to know the beating, bloody heart of this world to love it and be one with it to be liberated from fear, shame, doubt to know You as You are to love You as You are to be One with You as You are please let me hold You in my heart as long as possible please make me into something New to embrace Love, Life, and Freedom above all else thank you
August 16, 2025 at 6:58 AM
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portrait of the artist as an ambiguous gay furry creature
me :3
August 11, 2025 at 5:28 AM
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Ringworm Floating by the Entrance to the Infinite Hell Realms (2025)
August 8, 2025 at 9:17 PM
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kino has arrived
SPAY #1 by winona guro
July 17, 2025 at 4:10 PM
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i'm content to stay on this path to embrace the beauty and the pain to define my freedom on my own terms to create my own reality within the margins of everything i know it won't be easy i know it is lonely i know it is painful i know some will want me dead for it but i know it is worth it and even if it's not i can't imagine any other way i'd wanna live the Ether is real the end :)
July 15, 2025 at 4:47 PM
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i wanna start this rambling whatever-document with the subject(s) of selfhood and agency, and the need to cultivate both. fixed and unconditioned. permanent and unquestionable. like the laws of nature. i reject any view of god which posits fascism, patriarchy, colonialism, whiteness, etc. as ontologically inherent to reality total unity of non-creation duality emerges from the moment God recognizes itself as Other a web of creative energy echoing infinitely ever outward around an empty core it feels kind of like dreaming with your eyes open time becomes impossibly slow, minutes feel like hours my whole body starts vibrating (illegible) my stomach lurches, i vomit all over my bed its strangely cathartic almost ecstatic i can feel myself getting closer... my breathing gets (lighter) heavier a smile creeps across my bloody lips my nerves become frigid as i approach the threshold, a feverish chill washes over me i know that i'm approaching death it is terrifying it feels incredible suddenly, [FIRE] i flinch for an instant and i'm reborn i open my eyes it stares back at me through a corner of the world squirming around in my heart
July 15, 2025 at 4:47 PM
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I hate the United States of America so much. Not a day goes by where I don't detest this country. a vessel is a lens. it only is what it perceives. a lens is a mirror. it only perceives what it reflects. a mirror is a vessel. it only reflects what it is. SIGNS + SYMPTOMS OF VESSELHOOD - consistent instability of selfhood - increased sensitivity to external stimuli - overwhelming, "noisy" thought patterns - engaging in internal dialogues - being afflicted by mysterious ailments - extremely vivid mental imagery - suffering from unwanted intrusive thoughts - experiencing gaps in recent memory - feeling your train of thought "switch tracks" abruptly - feeling as if the world is sending you "messages" - seeing or hearing things that aren't there FIRE - COMPONENT OF BILE, ANIMATE, ENERGETIC, VITAL, EXPLOSIVE, CATALYTIC, WARM, ACTIVE, DRAGON, SALAMANDER, DJINN,, TABITI WATER - COMPONENT OF PHLEGM, AIMLESS, SHAPELESS, FLOWING, RAGING, CLEANSING, SHIFTING, SERPENT, NAIAD, UNDINE, MOKOSH EARTH - COMPONENT OF MELANCHOLY, DEEP, CHTHONIC, FERAL, LAWLESS, WOUNDED, SICKLY, DANGEROUS, WYRM, GNOME, ELF, KUBELEYA AIR - COMPONENT OF BLOOD, LIVELY, JOYOUS, ECSTATIC, FREE-SPIRITED, "ATTUNED", GHOST, SYLPH, FAIRY, SABAZIOS
July 15, 2025 at 4:47 PM
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CHUUNI SISCON KAYFABE an Effie World production No. No, stay with the little fellow in the rumpled raincoat. i am one and many flesh and feeling light crystals bleeding like broken capillaries crushed up in water sludge of all things experience /// will frenzied waxwing's hymns over lichenous cedars drunk on mountain ash the mother of the crags with ravens on either arm and red wolves licking her feet stare into the broken mirror no more fear no more apologies there exists, in every direction we turn our gaze, an endless procession of invisible beings with bodies as solid as concrete and as weightless as radio static. (i am not afraid anymore) they dance and weave thru the seams of this world and all other worlds and they leave such (i want it so bad) spectacular colors in their wake. they are sweet as (dont look away) they are playful as they are dangerous. they live in as many different forms as can be imagined. (oh god i want it so bad) they cannot always be trusted, but it is assured that any encounter with the, (i would give up everything) no matter how slight, will change you forever. (forever)
July 15, 2025 at 4:47 PM
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(okay im a few days late but its here!!!!)

CHUUNI SISCON KAYFABE

a 15-page zine about magic, art, roleplay, sister sex, vesselhood, altered perception, etc. created on a broken laptop screen

free/pwyw. b&w version coming soon

effieworld.itch.io/chuuni-sisco...
July 15, 2025 at 12:39 AM
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dropping a new zine tomorrow
July 12, 2025 at 4:25 AM
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I Saw the TV Glow (2024)
June 26, 2025 at 1:04 AM
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In this lingering Twilight Sparkle. (2020) Mad God (2021) Revolution+1 (2022) Killers of the Flower Moon (2023)
June 26, 2025 at 1:03 AM
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Kizumonogatari Part 1 - Tekketsu (2016) Hanagatami (2017) The Wolf House (2018) The Beach Bum (2019)
June 26, 2025 at 12:58 AM
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Spring Breakers (2012) Center Jenny (2013) Mai-Chan's Daily Life (2014) Blackhat (2015)
June 26, 2025 at 12:54 AM
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Speed Racer (2008) Final Flesh (2009) Who Killed Captain Alex (2010) The Raid: Redemption (2011)
June 26, 2025 at 12:50 AM
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Collateral (2004) Bab'Aziz (2005) Southland Tales (2006) Mister Lonely (2007)
June 26, 2025 at 12:46 AM
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25 films for 25 years (fuck nyt)
Ginger Snaps (2000) All About Lily Chou-Chou (2001) Jackass the Movie (2002) Gozu (2003)
June 26, 2025 at 12:43 AM
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its fun waking up to these every morning
strings strings 2 strings 3 strings feat bag of herbs
June 16, 2025 at 3:52 PM
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me staring at cube (Catso, Red by James Turrell)
May 31, 2025 at 3:52 AM
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This is a porn bug.
May 16, 2025 at 7:03 PM
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wow. shes cooking again
my first day of hellvalley elementary orientation was very memorable. i had met a group of kids in the lunchroom that i was hoping to become friends with for my kindergarten year. we decided on a whim to race each other on foot across the length of the cafeteria. as i crossed the finish line and raised my hands to celebrate my victory, i smacked face first into the piss yellow wall, impaling a tooth in my lower lip. the other kids all laughed at me as my parents hurried me outside to their car. a sobbing bleeding mess. eventually the wound started to heal and turned into this strange purplish splotch on the inside of my lower lip, caking itself over with several new layers of flesh until it clumped a hard patch of scar tissue that has never gone away even into adulthood. i would spend several hours staring into it, trying to count all the bruised cuticles i could see. i would stare at it and i considered the whole breadth of my future. smth as incomprehensible as death to a 6 yr old brain but no less disturbing and irreconcilable with everything i knew. my grandpa was killd by demons the doctors sed it was a heart atak but my grandma saw it happen in a dream i dont think i like vampires that much. every vampire ive met is really mean and stupid. all they care about is their own survival at everyone elses expense. they kill and hurt lots of people without guilt bcuz they think thats just a normal way to survive in a world built on cruelty. they dont know any other way to live but thats not an excuse. i hate them. a lot of my friends are vampires and they treat me horribly. they steal my blood and my life to keep themselves alive and they never apologize for it. instead they convince me that this is what it means to have friends. this is just how it is to exist as a person in the real world and i should just get over it bcuz im a thing made of blood thats meant to be drank to keep others alive, and keeping all of it for my own survival is selfish and cruel and wrong. obviously. every time vampires talk its some kind of bullshit justification for something. some dumb narrativizing that keeps them from realizing that their existence on this planet is 100% parasitic. i hate them. i hate them. i really fucking hate them. i can't even begin to describe the anemic desperation i feel every day jesus fuck
May 15, 2025 at 10:53 PM