Bluesky does not give me balloons, but I did level up today!!! ☺️

"The risk of love is loss, and the price of loss is grief. But the pain of grief is only a shadow when compared with the pain of never risking love."
-Hillary Stanton Zunin

Jonghyun, as much as I miss you, I will never, ever regret loving you. ❤️

Still... I really wish you were here.

BRUH I just started playing Project Diva, and the VERY FIRST SONG they have me play is Hajimete No Oto???? ARE YOU / TRYING/ TO MAKE ME CRY?! 😭💙💚

On December 18, 2017, their member Kim Jonghyun took his own life.

To say that that event changed me is an understatement. It left a scar on my heart that has never quite healed. I miss him every single day.

For those of you who may not know, I am a huge fan of the kpop group SHINee. I've been following them closely since 2013. They have my entire heart. 💙 I've crossed oceans for them, and I owe them more than I could ever repay.

Drop the lock screen.

This has been my lock screen for every phone I've owned since 2018, and I'll explain why below. 💙

YOU WERE ONE OF MINE!!!! 💙💙💙

(I won't dare put this on Twitter) but this is my YouTube Music recap. 🥲

BANGERS ALL AROUND!! 🗣🔥

Fully exposing myself here, but seeing him cry and whine like that has been marinating in my brain for the past 24 hours............ TSKR 🙏🏻