Thank you 🙏

Grieving is a very hard process and somedays are harder than others. I dreamed her last night, i don't remember much about it, just that she was young and was laughing of joy. Memory can be a blessing and a torture sometimes. At least i can see her in dreams and photos now.

Then suddenly you'll find yourself alone. The solid figure in your life gone. The weight of expenses, things to do and unexpected problems adding up. It's hard. I made her a promise to be her eyes in the world, so i have to be. But the weight of existence is tyrannical.

If you have asked me in october if I'll be here now as i am i would have laughed. Life can really overturn in a moment. I've never taken my mum for granted but it was extremely hard nonetheless.To be the only caregiver and knowing that everything was useless and to be supportive the same time, 4 her

To gaslight people they can't force? It's easy to put the seed of doubt in reflective minds. Be aware, this kind of people thrive in that. Stay serene, it's absolutely ok to want to avoid that kind of interactions. We (especially artists) have experienced enough stressful years! It's self care

And it's not doom scrolling! Yes, sometimes there are little issues but it's peaceful and I'm starting to enjoying again socials(this one at least). I am close minded to want to see things i like without useless conflicts? Or it's just that when things are not under their control they want to

Let's hope that bluesky can be a nice place as long as possible...i will try to be more optimistic but we still need to stay with open eyes

Thank you for your reply...the sad reality is that not only artists will be targeted, but every creative, writers, videomakers, content creators, videogame developers, voice actors, actors, even journalists. So we are all together in this, but artists unfortunately are more easy to exploit.

Please keep this place as nice as it is now, don't go to the AI route in future! The artists and the creators need a place free from that mess. We don't ask too much, just don't follow others socials way in future! Thank you!