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THIS IS @awesomecoreeden.bsky.social'S VENT ACCOUNT. THERE'S GONNA BE SAD SHIT. LIKE UH. SELF HARM. SUICIDE. ETCETERA.
gfh ufhhg whats even wrong with mme whyg am igcruyong why wont its top
January 10, 2026 at 2:28 PM
gfh ufhhg whats even wrong with mme whyg am igcruyong why wont its top
ghg fstop fcujking cryigh
January 10, 2026 at 2:27 PM
ghg fstop fcujking cryigh
gfuck i started thinking about my future and i was uncontrollably sobbing into a pillow for 10 minutes just whimpering “i dont want to go im not ready” godim fuckign pathetic
January 10, 2026 at 2:16 PM
gfuck i started thinking about my future and i was uncontrollably sobbing into a pillow for 10 minutes just whimpering “i dont want to go im not ready” godim fuckign pathetic
bhgegfffh why wont the tears stop falling whywhywhwywh
January 10, 2026 at 2:13 PM
bhgegfffh why wont the tears stop falling whywhywhwywh
AND THING IS i dont DISLIKE it bit the fact that i dont dislike it makes me feel like a pdf and i fucking hate it cause thats what im scared of BUT I LIKE IT CAUSE NO ONE HAS EVER FUCKING ACTED THAT WAY TOWARDS ME AND IT MAKES ME FEEL NICE
local girl is given affection in a way that doesnt sound platonic but it is and fucking loses it
January 10, 2026 at 8:02 AM
AND THING IS i dont DISLIKE it bit the fact that i dont dislike it makes me feel like a pdf and i fucking hate it cause thats what im scared of BUT I LIKE IT CAUSE NO ONE HAS EVER FUCKING ACTED THAT WAY TOWARDS ME AND IT MAKES ME FEEL NICE
local girl is given affection in a way that doesnt sound platonic but it is and fucking loses it
January 10, 2026 at 7:57 AM
local girl is given affection in a way that doesnt sound platonic but it is and fucking loses it
im gonna try to sleep and if i dont sleep ill probably just start spiraling atp
January 10, 2026 at 3:25 AM
im gonna try to sleep and if i dont sleep ill probably just start spiraling atp
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im tempted to take a fuck ton of melatonin and then just sleep and see if i wake up in the morning
January 10, 2026 at 3:21 AM
im tempted to take a fuck ton of melatonin and then just sleep and see if i wake up in the morning
hghf why wont he get out of my damn head i dont even like him romantically
January 10, 2026 at 3:21 AM
hghf why wont he get out of my damn head i dont even like him romantically
uhgf theyre both so fucking nice to me i dont deserve it
January 10, 2026 at 3:19 AM
uhgf theyre both so fucking nice to me i dont deserve it
i wanna crawl under my covers and just stay there /lyr
January 10, 2026 at 3:03 AM
i wanna crawl under my covers and just stay there /lyr
it doesnt feel like people are listening to me...
January 10, 2026 at 2:42 AM
it doesnt feel like people are listening to me...
im tempted to take a fuck ton of medicine that ISNT lethal and then like call an ambulance to 1 have people know what the hell im feeling and 2 i dont want to go to school tomorrow
January 8, 2026 at 10:30 PM
im tempted to take a fuck ton of medicine that ISNT lethal and then like call an ambulance to 1 have people know what the hell im feeling and 2 i dont want to go to school tomorrow
i need help but i dont know how to ask for it from other people. nor do i know what i want from them.
January 8, 2026 at 10:27 PM
i need help but i dont know how to ask for it from other people. nor do i know what i want from them.
people dont even talk to me. they just stare. i know im not normal you dont have to fucking stare. stop fucking LOOKING AT ME. FOR ONCE. FOR ONCE IN MY GODDAMN FUCKING WORTHLESS LIFE, I WANT TO BE NORMAL. I DON'T CARE THAT "there isnt anyone normal" I DON'T CARE. I JUST WANT TO BE ACCEPTED BY PEOPLE
January 8, 2026 at 10:27 PM
people dont even talk to me. they just stare. i know im not normal you dont have to fucking stare. stop fucking LOOKING AT ME. FOR ONCE. FOR ONCE IN MY GODDAMN FUCKING WORTHLESS LIFE, I WANT TO BE NORMAL. I DON'T CARE THAT "there isnt anyone normal" I DON'T CARE. I JUST WANT TO BE ACCEPTED BY PEOPLE
"im so normal" says the walking abnormality
January 8, 2026 at 10:24 PM
"im so normal" says the walking abnormality
holky fuckign shit i need to get help i just realized i was planning my own suicide without even realizing what the FUCK
January 8, 2026 at 10:23 PM
holky fuckign shit i need to get help i just realized i was planning my own suicide without even realizing what the FUCK
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im highkey awkward and a loser but ill survive
January 8, 2026 at 2:22 PM
im highkey awkward and a loser but ill survive
i just wanna sleep for like an entire day i think thatd fix me
January 8, 2026 at 7:07 PM
i just wanna sleep for like an entire day i think thatd fix me
god my dad keeps talking to me and keeps asking what ive been doing and all ive been doing for the past several weeks is be on discord vcs and relapse i actually need to kill myself
January 8, 2026 at 6:56 PM
god my dad keeps talking to me and keeps asking what ive been doing and all ive been doing for the past several weeks is be on discord vcs and relapse i actually need to kill myself
its not even late enough for me to go downstairs so i cant even use one of the ways to get a sensation which is the thing i want to focus on so ij ust lay here
January 8, 2026 at 2:32 AM
its not even late enough for me to go downstairs so i cant even use one of the ways to get a sensation which is the thing i want to focus on so ij ust lay here
ill probably be fine in an hour just uhg i dont want to talk to people rn
January 8, 2026 at 2:30 AM
ill probably be fine in an hour just uhg i dont want to talk to people rn