but it is what it is 😞
On the good side tho, this year i meet the most amazing person i could ask for, that made all my days brighter and made me want to dream again, and for that im grateful

I will cry that’s so adorable 😭😭

So true

Thank u sm 😭❤️ the caring with me means a lot

I am! My brain was being silly but not anymore!

Never working out again 😞💀

Thank u for the caring ❤️

its okay now love! Im better! This day my brain was being silly, but u rlly helped me heal

Maybe should i rlly do shit? Maybe i need space to deal with it, maybe i need to put my own mental health first, bc like this it’s hurting too much

I regret everything, i wish i could turn back in time, it’s all hurting, why i cannot be happy? All that makes me happy always ended up making me feel pain, i can’t do this anymore, i want to go to sleep and never wake up again, only dream abt Edelgard and live there forever

I hate be like this, i feel a terrible person, i feel toxic, i feel weird, but i just can’t do it
Idk why im so unimportant, me, my presence, it won’t ever matter, I’m replaceable, i won’t ever be the choose one, and when i am i have to share, i hate this

if i shut myself, if i grow apart, will i regret it later? Maybe
But i can’t even sleep properly anymore, i stay awake thinking abt this all, crying abt this, i can’t take this anymore, i need this to stop

I can’t do this anymore, i can’t keep going pretending i don’t care about this, it’s not only hurting, it’s eating me alive