it's fucking outrageous. I'm sorry

she loves it when I explain stuff Im pretty sure

thanks b, maybe I'll check out bitwig. writing little bits of python to mangle midi data has continued to be creatively fruitful since I posted this

I'm forced to the conclusion that during times when the world felt reliable and secure to me, it was actually just as unreliable and changeable as it is now. a lot of people instead seem to conclude that the good ol' days were safe and steady and if we can just get back there everything will be okay

glad the thing I'm addicted to is playing roguelike tableau builders on my phone and not, like, betting on horses

on only my 5th ever blurtra run I have lucked into blessings giving hoard and quaduse to all heroes' right sides. so I'm not equipping any items and getting quaduse sides with monstrous pip counts. have ridden this to fight 410 and still going. in-game clock already shows appalling number

looking at my win stats I estimate this took somewhere between 200 and 300 attempts

finallllllly got a brutal slice&dice victory!! choose party, 4 tinders and a spade. monster hp down 4 was a great pick, then wax seal (+1 to each identical side) on the spade sealed it, pun intended. it was way harder than any other mode. have been trying for like a month