i feel like all i do is bitch about how bad everything is but how can you not?????? none of this is normal and it’s impossible for us to organize when there’s a huge political divide and it’s alarming that half this country is straight up evil

i’ve been spending less time on social media but especially there bc everyone has worms for brains and the website doesn’t even work bc elon is actually stupid

i’ve never felt like having a “career” suited me, and all i want to do with the remaining time i have on this earth is work in the community in any way/shape/form and i’m genuinely looking forward to seeing where things take me in terms of that

i willingly gave up my work health insurance to give myself time to go to college. i won’t do well in college without therapy. without medicaid i can’t afford my medication or therapy because i don’t make enough money. so essentially, i’m very very very fucked and very worried about everything

i feel this so hard dude like my meds and frequent appointments are the reason i’m alive. shit is so scary.

we got his dna results back and we don’t fully believe them so we ordered another brand lmfaoo. we’re convinced he’s got more hound breeds in him but he’s essentially a super mutt - 21 diff breeds 😭

i love my current job so much, it’s the first time i’ve ever felt fulfilled by the work i do but im in non-profit so i don’t make a lot :/

i’m really happy i made the decision to work less so i can focus on school but i realized i literally can’t survive like this <3

i’m fine just in shambles over the joke that’s the american healthcare system, things will be okay though

just kidding my anxiety got so bad that i’m not bringing it anymore i hate my stupid brain!