i think that a lot of ppl underestimate how much you have to be/contract your own whole-ass team: editor, MUA, stylist, grip, accountant, marketing, social media…

so, like, everything that happens outside the picture/video frame, lol

*anxiety intensifies*

"If you don't like them, just ignore them."

“Get ready for just THE most awful, torturous, Sisyphean, inhumane, lonely isolated future, and hang onto the HOPE that you have a chosen family/support network when the time comes, kids!”

Yes!
I happen to be the one at said party sitting with the resident animal, trying to gauge which conversations, if any, I can contribute to, and *also* doing a lot of nodding.

Alongside the aforementioned childhood terrors:

The fucking flower scene excoriating my insides and changing the entirety of my brain chemistry.

oooh, or the ever popular "engage in fun/play"

Okay, so "instructions still unclear with the current parameters"

Brilliant.