Beautiful floof! I've always thought Rough Collies (and Shetland Sheepdogs) were gorgeous breeds! I used to want one so bad when I was a kid. Then I got a Golden Retriever and realized, hmmm I don't think I can keep up with the hair on a Collie. I know Smooth Collies exist though lol!

Anyway, she increased my dose yesterday so we’ll see if there is an improvement or not. If not I’ll let her know this one isn’t working for me. I was hoping it was just because I was at such a high dose with the previous one and the fact she started me off low with the new one. But idk now.

We actually thought it was the antidepressants for over 2 years but it turns out it was partially my severe anemia (thanks to my PCP for not telling me my blood test results or sending them to my psych because I had a $30 bill I forgot about) and the last ADHD medication I was on.

I was looking at these! Unfortunately it’s a bit bigger than I’m looking for. I would definitely try it if the had a smaller size though.

Oh I think I saw someone mention this one in a Reddit post, I’ll have to look into it some more, thank you!

I also need to figure out what printer paper works the best with fountain pens. I love using Tomoe River Paper, but I hear it’s a little too thin for disc planners. I’d like to design and print my own inserts to save a bit more on cost and have something that fits exactly what I need!

I’ll be getting the inserts from C&P to start with since they’re having a nice sale, especially when purchasing through the shop app. But I’d like to invest in a cover and discs from Jane’s Agenda in the future. I just want to make sure I like the system first without spending tons of money.

Major or if I have to reapply. Either way there are some additional general ed and core classes my uni requires that I take with either route. So we’ll see. I’ve just been so frustrated and I just want to help people like me.

Maybe it’s silly, idk.

Seen when it comes to addressing their health and/or mental health. Now I’m squeamish af so physical health is a no go for me. I have a hard time understanding emotions, even my own, so a therapist isn’t the best choice either.

But I’m thinking, I want to go into psychology. Idk if I can change my

There is another minority (more often than not another Black person) advocating on your behalf that can make sure you’re heard. People already don’t listen to women in general, as a Black woman, I find it even harder for people to relate to myself.

I want to help other Black women feel heard and

But that’s not the only reason why. Over the last few years of being in and out of doctors’ offices, trying to get mental health diagnoses, having kids, etc. I’ve been really frustrated as a Black woman. People just don’t listen to us when it comes to concerns about our health until it’s too late or

I’ll be in my late 30s by the time I graduate at this rate, and the field is already so competitive. I just don’t think I’ll be able to keep up and the thought of starting all the way at the bottom with grads in their early 20s just feels… not great.

So I’ve been thinking about changing my major.

Lot of time talking with people in online communities (LJ days) from all over, I had a bit more perspective than those who didn’t have access to the internet yet. People get complacent and that’s part of why my country is in this situation.

It’s kind of sad to think about.

I find it interesting that there are people in the world who believe their own government/country is incapable of spewing their own form of propaganda as well. As an American, I actually thought this a lot as a kid but I think because I grew up during the formative years of the internet and spent a

If they can’t get me in tomorrow, I’m taking it as a bad sign and I’m just going to go back on the pill instead.