I would just love to start doing SOMETHING but I'm kinda limited in my options. orz

No, I haven't... I can't do anything through phone either so it'd have to all be via PC or irl. And I'd have to make a separate acc since my mum is very, very particular and she handles mine since I was of age ( due to my health & inability to go outside most of the times ).

Cool my body is reacting to how much stress that put me through. I legit had to rage quit again because I soft locked myself into a dumb position on accident.

Time to whip out a guide for the first time in ages.

This world and how it operates is too overwhelming for a seelie like me.

If it counts for anything, I got chicken thawing in the fridge and I told my mum I'll make both of us some rice for later, so she has something to eat when she comes home.

It's the small victories...

🫡 Don't you worry sir I shall make you sure shan't go astray.

I'll be there like a void creature with my very Victorian styled dagger thing that looks like I stole it from a vampire's castle.

I think you becoming god-emperor would save us all, actually.

So everything feels so... empty and bleak, my depression has been amplified and filled in so many ways it wasn't before. Before, it was hollow and empty. Now, it's filled with that grief of that loss.

Of course, it's been bad since April of last year. Because of Jigu crossing rainbow bridge. I haven't been the same since. It broke me in ways I never knew was possible. If you've ever read His Dark Materials trilogy, imagine it like I'm Lyra and Jigu was my Pan.