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e-cdysis.bsky.social
† 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 †
@e-cdysis.bsky.social
He/Him. 32. ISFJ. Gentle soul.
Neurodivergent.
🕯ℑ'𝔳𝔢 𝔰𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔇𝔢𝔳𝔦𝔩 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 ℑ'𝔳𝔢 𝔰𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔊𝔬𝔡🕯
Bad Omens & Berserk fanboy.
In recovery and healing. 🖤
Pinned
ℑ𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔰🕯:

𝔄𝔫𝔦𝔪𝔢 - 𝔅𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔢𝔯𝔨/ℌ𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤/ℭ𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔩𝔢𝔳𝔞𝔫𝔦𝔞/ 𝔈𝔯𝔤𝔬 𝔓𝔯𝔬𝔵𝔶/ℭ𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢/𝔈𝔳𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔬𝔫/𝔗𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔱𝔶 𝔅𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔡/𝔧𝔧𝔨/𝔑𝔞𝔯𝔲𝔱𝔬 -

𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐬𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐞 ⚔️
𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 🩸

𝔅𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰 - 𝔇𝔞𝔯𝔨 𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𝔰𝔶, 𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔠, 𝔓𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶, 𝔄𝔯𝔱 -

𝐆𝐡𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢 🌱
𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢 𝐈𝐭𝐨
𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐎𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐬/𝐀𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐳
𝐖𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬
𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧 & 𝐌𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐲
𝐂𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐭
𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬

𝔏𝔢𝔱'𝔰 𝔟𝔢 𝔪𝔲𝔱𝔲𝔞𝔩𝔰! 🖤
New jacket arrived! ✌️
It's so warm.
January 14, 2025 at 1:11 AM
Another good reason to stay alive tbh. I am obsessed.
January 13, 2025 at 10:26 AM
I cleaned up and redecorated my desk a little last night. It's such a cozy workspace.

I'm looking forward to the day I turn it into a gaming paradise tbh.

Waiting and saving patiently once I get home from Japan!
January 13, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I love him.
January 13, 2025 at 9:22 AM
I'm not feeling right lately at all.

On top of my fatigue being debilitating, I feel like nothing really exists and feel so far away from reality even though I'm just having to pretend and go about like things are normal. 🫠 I feel so flat emotionally.

I'm not ready for another week.
January 13, 2025 at 5:13 AM
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Do I love video games? Yes. Am I a terrible video game player? Also yes.
January 11, 2025 at 9:50 PM
My psychiatrist ended up keeping me longer than an hour and thanked me for bringing in such a detailed timeline of my symptoms from when I was younger until today.

My diagnoses changed. I have schizoaffective disorder - bipolar type and OCD.

We will discuss making med changes next appointment!
January 9, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Today is my 12 year anniversary with my wife. 🥹🫶

I'm so blessed to have spent so many years with her already. So lucky to spend my life with her. She's my everything.

We will forever be that disgustingly cute and in love couple, even when we are old. 😌
January 9, 2025 at 10:48 AM
I can't sleep, so I've been up putting some new (and old) prints in frames and getting things ready to hang some tomorrow!

I have two more (Bloodborne) prints coming. For now, I will be putting these up and moving a few others around.
January 9, 2025 at 10:27 AM
I still don't have a solid circle on here yet. It's a bit lonely. ☹️

If you interact with my posts, thank you so much!
January 9, 2025 at 7:04 AM
Basically me. ✨️
January 9, 2025 at 7:02 AM
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Inhale the positive. Exhale the negative.
January 8, 2025 at 2:40 PM
I'm feeling this really hard lately.
the internet is so sick. can’t we just go back to reading books
January 9, 2025 at 6:27 AM
I'm looking over my DBT homework and daydreaming about the spicy Buldak ramen I ate earlier.

It was perfection.
January 9, 2025 at 6:26 AM
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It’s ok to feel sick over the state of things.
January 8, 2025 at 3:06 PM
My wife ordered me a really cool faux fur jacket! I'm obsessed already. 😍

I also got an oversized dark red fleece jacket. So I'll be nice and warm when we go to Japan.
January 9, 2025 at 6:21 AM
DBT went well! I got to wear my new shoes, too.

I got some treats afterward.
(Excited to try the strawberry matcha cake!)

Home now and taking a rest. 💙
January 9, 2025 at 12:48 AM
Enter the year you turned ten into the gif bar to see what was popular back then

🥹🫶
January 8, 2025 at 7:45 PM
Good morning, I do not want to go to DBT today.

My wife is going to make us french toast soon, though, so at least that's a positive.

I'm just feeling extremely tired and anxious. ☹️
January 8, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Feeling very unreal tonight and not in a good mental state.
January 8, 2025 at 9:15 AM
Just want to add:

It would be nice if adding medications and changing doses worked as fast as you start them rather than having to wait weeks to see/feel full results.
January 8, 2025 at 7:37 AM
I managed to do chores and shower. At least that's all out of the way.

I have DBT tomorrow. I'm not really looking forward to it since I haven't been keeping up with my diary card or homework from my lack of energy and physical health. ☹️

I feel like a failure at literally everything rn.
January 8, 2025 at 7:34 AM
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This is what magic looks + sounds like ✨
January 8, 2025 at 2:15 AM
Toast for dinner. 💙
January 8, 2025 at 7:04 AM
I love doing a few small chores only to feel like passing out. I checked my heart rate, and I'm at a nice 138 bpm, barely doing anything.

Today has just sucked.
January 8, 2025 at 3:58 AM