not(firstname)(lastname)@gmail was an early tell

Maybe I sputtered out because I never saw the value in what I was delivering.
My ex used to say that I wasn’t cut out to do freelance because I didn’t seem to enjoy it.
I refused to hear him out but maybe I’m beginning to understand.

I didn’t miss the shitty thermoregulation and hot flashes lol

It’s practically necessary, especially when hrt doesn’t show results.
In my case I would’t have known sublingual doesn’t work for me without bloodwork. I ended up poisoning myself with an absurd dose of blockers before switching to injections and getting my levels for T and E in their ideal ranges.