dutchmill.bsky.social
@dutchmill.bsky.social
when there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.
immature me would probably just reply nye nye nye mo bro hahahahaha but i'm a calm person today😌 and i know i ate that. I'm not my squad's therapist friend for nothing😏
January 2, 2025 at 12:05 PM
Ahsttsayfscabags siahwgahegsnjsfsywnscsjnwgs he sgsb dwnstsbshwjegjwbwgs!!!!!!!!!!
December 30, 2024 at 7:38 PM
Happy New Year!🥂🎆🎇🖕🏻
December 30, 2024 at 7:37 PM
i'm still kinda enjoying my stay here kasi bihira lang din ako makita ng nanay ko. i'm just staying here for her. but my relatives?? they're one of the reasons bakit gusto ko laging umalis. they're always draining my peace of mind
December 30, 2024 at 7:33 PM
last day of the year and you're all pmo fuck all of you
December 30, 2024 at 7:13 PM
last day of the year and my last agenda is to cut off some of my relatives who always have something to say when i'm not showing up. and basically forgetting all the times I showed up when they had no one.
December 30, 2024 at 7:05 PM
ok that's too much over sharing. i will unpack the rest sa therapy nalang because i feel so pathetic now ew
December 22, 2024 at 6:57 AM
i'm not upset. just sad kasi i've always put other people first for a very long time and did that out of love and genuine care and not solely because i was expecting the same thing in return. but when i didn't receive even an ounce of reciprocation, it feels like my existence never really mattered
December 22, 2024 at 6:48 AM
but they made me happy. and those core memories outweigh the regrets. maybe some other time i will fully process my emotions. but for now, i know my only option is acceptance and move forward. next year i will put me first na
December 22, 2024 at 5:55 AM
a part of me wants to regret everything kasi andami kong oras na sinayang
December 22, 2024 at 5:51 AM
mourning so many things at the same time but i can't even post them out loud because i am fully aware that they're all just products of my own decisions and i am taking full accountability for all of them
December 22, 2024 at 5:42 AM
when will i ever learn
December 22, 2024 at 5:32 AM
may this kind of love never find me again and again and again haha 💔
December 22, 2024 at 5:27 AM
siguro tama talaga yung nasa birth chart ko na ang career that would give me fulfilment is in the field of counseling or giving advice or something like that hahaha kala ko kasi common knowledge lang mga advice ko. turns out i just lived and suffered enough to come up with these suggestions hayy
December 18, 2024 at 7:11 AM
let things be. what flows, flows.
December 16, 2024 at 6:42 PM
everything will be okay:)) always:)
December 16, 2024 at 6:27 PM
i'm so sorry but today i hate you all
November 27, 2024 at 7:55 AM
i want to cut off connections with a lot of people right now. i'm so pissed right now. starting off with
1. these celebrants 🖕
November 27, 2024 at 7:15 AM
nakakainis talaga yung di nagrereply ng thank you kapag grineet mo ng happy birthday. like it only takes less than 5 secs to be nice and type it, 1 sec if may autocorrect. as immature as it sounds pero iaadd kita sa list ko ng mga hindi na igigreet next years. ungrateful creature
November 27, 2024 at 7:11 AM
highlights of my day kahapon is watching Wicked and i really loved it🩷💚🪄 then when i stepped out of the cinema sakto as in sakto nagchat bestie ko (the one who understands my humor the most) nasa sm din daw sya craving for milktea amp hahaha so ayun nag meet kami
November 25, 2024 at 1:33 AM
greendaychella 🖤🤍❤️‍🩹
November 21, 2024 at 12:58 AM
hahahahha hayyys
November 17, 2024 at 10:09 AM
ang butterflies ko sa stomach hahahahahha oh my godd staaphh hahahahh
November 17, 2024 at 9:58 AM
that is sooo🦋🦋🦋.. oh my godd🦋🦋🦋🦋.. /[nahimatay]
November 17, 2024 at 9:56 AM
i'm just not capable of any outside responsibilities right now. this is my unemployed era and i intend to be as stress-free as possible 💆🏻‍♀️
November 14, 2024 at 6:57 AM