Yes! I think the hardest parts usually is just us stopping ourselves, for me at least. Cause despite me not knowing what to say or talk about i still feel like whoever im talking to is having a good time(at least what im hoping) so keep it up and im sure you'll get much better 🩷

It's quite a scary feeling sometimes and can get overwhelming, but sometimes we just got to do things while being scared to have a nice time :)
I'm sure you all will get better at it, I'm no role model for how to talk either but I find even if I dont get it how I excpected I'm still happy I tried

I can understand the mistake, but again it was a small mistake. Something I am sure is embarrassing but can be easily done my many as we sometimes see people who look similar to someone else

No need to be sorry, the thing that should be your priority is your own comfort. If this is what you feel like then this should be alright with us :)
I just hope you are able to become more accepting of yourself 🩷

I know its difficult to look past it, but don't let it ruin the image of who you are today! Many years can change a personal drastically and I am sure you're a lot better than you think :)