why does it feel like we're drifting apart
i don't want us to
i don't want us to
October 5, 2025 at 12:37 AM
why does it feel like we're drifting apart
i don't want us to
i don't want us to
i'd get 3 likes?
and some "woahs" on discord??
literally only one person commented on how i was improving and that it was better quality, one person
and for what???
is it because its traditional?
is it because nobody gives a shit about me?
is it because it's not good?
i just don't fucking get it
and some "woahs" on discord??
literally only one person commented on how i was improving and that it was better quality, one person
and for what???
is it because its traditional?
is it because nobody gives a shit about me?
is it because it's not good?
i just don't fucking get it
September 24, 2025 at 12:04 PM
i'd get 3 likes?
and some "woahs" on discord??
literally only one person commented on how i was improving and that it was better quality, one person
and for what???
is it because its traditional?
is it because nobody gives a shit about me?
is it because it's not good?
i just don't fucking get it
and some "woahs" on discord??
literally only one person commented on how i was improving and that it was better quality, one person
and for what???
is it because its traditional?
is it because nobody gives a shit about me?
is it because it's not good?
i just don't fucking get it
i can put hours upon hours of work into a piece of art and like 6 people would ever care max
i don't know why barely anyone cares about the last one, i spent an hour on it i actually used a reference image so it wouldn't look like shit, i did so fucking much and put so much effort into it for what
i don't know why barely anyone cares about the last one, i spent an hour on it i actually used a reference image so it wouldn't look like shit, i did so fucking much and put so much effort into it for what
September 24, 2025 at 12:04 PM
i can put hours upon hours of work into a piece of art and like 6 people would ever care max
i don't know why barely anyone cares about the last one, i spent an hour on it i actually used a reference image so it wouldn't look like shit, i did so fucking much and put so much effort into it for what
i don't know why barely anyone cares about the last one, i spent an hour on it i actually used a reference image so it wouldn't look like shit, i did so fucking much and put so much effort into it for what
yeah seems about right
September 18, 2025 at 5:43 PM
yeah seems about right
not a day goes by that i dont wish i was better at comforting
and not a day goes by where someone doesn't deal with something terrible
and not a day goes by where someone doesn't deal with something terrible
September 9, 2025 at 2:42 PM
not a day goes by that i dont wish i was better at comforting
and not a day goes by where someone doesn't deal with something terrible
and not a day goes by where someone doesn't deal with something terrible
ffuck i'm so dummb whhh amm i liike this
September 7, 2025 at 5:20 AM
ffuck i'm so dummb whhh amm i liike this
there goes the best thing about me i guess
September 3, 2025 at 11:00 PM
there goes the best thing about me i guess
my body shakes and moves like it's not mine
fidgeting i suppose
yet i wonder why it grows
is it anxiety, or the tone of life,
is it fear, or boredom,
is it tiredness, or energetic
is it part of me i can make sense
or is there no reason
does it simply be
the human itself
a mystery to me
what is it
fidgeting i suppose
yet i wonder why it grows
is it anxiety, or the tone of life,
is it fear, or boredom,
is it tiredness, or energetic
is it part of me i can make sense
or is there no reason
does it simply be
the human itself
a mystery to me
what is it
August 27, 2025 at 6:59 AM
my body shakes and moves like it's not mine
fidgeting i suppose
yet i wonder why it grows
is it anxiety, or the tone of life,
is it fear, or boredom,
is it tiredness, or energetic
is it part of me i can make sense
or is there no reason
does it simply be
the human itself
a mystery to me
what is it
fidgeting i suppose
yet i wonder why it grows
is it anxiety, or the tone of life,
is it fear, or boredom,
is it tiredness, or energetic
is it part of me i can make sense
or is there no reason
does it simply be
the human itself
a mystery to me
what is it
waking up early in the night
when the noises die down
and an eerie calmness grows
times like this are when i think
when i try and try to reason
when my mind falters over it all
nights like this are when i can't yell
yell about how i feel to the world
yell about how i feel about the world
2:56 am
when the noises die down
and an eerie calmness grows
times like this are when i think
when i try and try to reason
when my mind falters over it all
nights like this are when i can't yell
yell about how i feel to the world
yell about how i feel about the world
2:56 am
August 27, 2025 at 6:56 AM
waking up early in the night
when the noises die down
and an eerie calmness grows
times like this are when i think
when i try and try to reason
when my mind falters over it all
nights like this are when i can't yell
yell about how i feel to the world
yell about how i feel about the world
2:56 am
when the noises die down
and an eerie calmness grows
times like this are when i think
when i try and try to reason
when my mind falters over it all
nights like this are when i can't yell
yell about how i feel to the world
yell about how i feel about the world
2:56 am
another lap around the track
another year around our star
and yet i see not, whys it adored
who decided this
it doesn't change instantly,
364 to 365,
gradually but not perfect
here some more here some less
and yet 1 marks special
nothing is better nothing goes worse
just formality
who decided this
another year around our star
and yet i see not, whys it adored
who decided this
it doesn't change instantly,
364 to 365,
gradually but not perfect
here some more here some less
and yet 1 marks special
nothing is better nothing goes worse
just formality
who decided this
August 27, 2025 at 6:52 AM
another lap around the track
another year around our star
and yet i see not, whys it adored
who decided this
it doesn't change instantly,
364 to 365,
gradually but not perfect
here some more here some less
and yet 1 marks special
nothing is better nothing goes worse
just formality
who decided this
another year around our star
and yet i see not, whys it adored
who decided this
it doesn't change instantly,
364 to 365,
gradually but not perfect
here some more here some less
and yet 1 marks special
nothing is better nothing goes worse
just formality
who decided this
i had gender euphoria for a little
thanks mom for changing that
thanks mom for changing that
August 20, 2025 at 6:51 PM
i had gender euphoria for a little
thanks mom for changing that
thanks mom for changing that
well
i need to stop hoping people will want to see the stuff i make
half the time they don't care
a fourth of the time they at least pretend to care
and the other fourth is just criticism
not the good kind either
i need to stop hoping people will want to see the stuff i make
half the time they don't care
a fourth of the time they at least pretend to care
and the other fourth is just criticism
not the good kind either
August 19, 2025 at 12:43 AM
well
i need to stop hoping people will want to see the stuff i make
half the time they don't care
a fourth of the time they at least pretend to care
and the other fourth is just criticism
not the good kind either
i need to stop hoping people will want to see the stuff i make
half the time they don't care
a fourth of the time they at least pretend to care
and the other fourth is just criticism
not the good kind either
that feeling when you finally eat but you're just a stupid fucking idiot so you overeat and get hurt
August 18, 2025 at 8:28 PM
that feeling when you finally eat but you're just a stupid fucking idiot so you overeat and get hurt
gods i'm such a weird gross idiot
August 18, 2025 at 7:32 AM
gods i'm such a weird gross idiot
gods i fucking despise today
August 15, 2025 at 10:06 PM
gods i fucking despise today
what the fucks
happening
happening
August 15, 2025 at 7:35 PM
what the fucks
happening
happening
why would anyone care lol
YESYESYESYES FUCK YES FUCKING GRAH FINALLY YES HAHHAGHAHAHAHAAHHHA
August 14, 2025 at 4:29 AM
why would anyone care lol
i don't matter
August 14, 2025 at 12:48 AM
i don't matter
it doesn't matter if i'm here
August 14, 2025 at 12:48 AM
it doesn't matter if i'm here
it needs to be done
August 14, 2025 at 12:48 AM
it needs to be done
doesn't matter if i waste away doing it
August 14, 2025 at 12:48 AM
doesn't matter if i waste away doing it
it's more important
August 14, 2025 at 12:48 AM
it's more important
i should calm down and do my work
August 14, 2025 at 12:48 AM
i should calm down and do my work
that's the only answer that makes sense now
August 14, 2025 at 12:48 AM
that's the only answer that makes sense now
i shouldn't be
August 14, 2025 at 12:47 AM
i shouldn't be