WHY WONR RHE GIF PLAY💔

i juay want to disappear but not die..i also just want to kms and see people's reactions, their true one bc I KNOW they will be like "well I'll be sooo sad" like sure yoy are,,but also what If they are gonna be sad..i just don't see any perfection in myself, only jn others.

but today jn 6th period everybody had their own partner so I had to work with the teacver..lowkey wanted to kms!!! and I am friends with one of them...but she has her closer friends and i just idk how to be more closer to my classmates, i don't want to annoy them more, I just wanna talk to them more