Got all dressed up and everything 🥰

I miss talking to her, and I want to have a relationship with her. And I deserve her honesty. I know that if I start talking to her without it, it will reinforce in her mind that she can avoid things by waiting long enough.

So I'll continue to be sad, wishing she cared enough to just tell me.

So you start saving money. You receive $200 every minute, of every day, of every year, all the way to present day. Not per hour, per minute. No sleep, no spending, purely saving.

You're still not first. By nearly $100 billion.

This is a failed system and it needs to end

Truth! I have multiple times now had the thought "I'm the happiest I've ever been, shame I'm so fucking miserable all the time"

Also, she tried being like "well, are YOU trans? Why are you worried?" and that just cemented in my mind that the non-binary conversation is not happening anytime soon if at all

It's so frustrating 😭 sometimes I think it would have been better if my parents rejected me when they learned I was queer initially, at least then I wouldn't have to deal with the cognitive dissonance of her claiming to love me while supporting oppressive assholes

Imagine Judge Turpin, trying to harmonize with that thing that keeps your mouth wide open in, completely unable to pronounce anything