Dreg Coalvax
@dregcoalvax.bsky.social
I can relate to this so hard
December 30, 2025 at 11:08 PM
I can relate to this so hard
That my social battery is so low, that I'm so anxious. I'm sorry that i can't be the type of friend you need/want.
This isn't because or anyone person. I know, my head is wrong, broken in some way. But i just can't find out how or why.
This isn't because or anyone person. I know, my head is wrong, broken in some way. But i just can't find out how or why.
December 17, 2025 at 5:42 AM
That my social battery is so low, that I'm so anxious. I'm sorry that i can't be the type of friend you need/want.
This isn't because or anyone person. I know, my head is wrong, broken in some way. But i just can't find out how or why.
This isn't because or anyone person. I know, my head is wrong, broken in some way. But i just can't find out how or why.
And when i turn around, I've missed something. And it just feels like everything is slowly crumbling. And it's starting to feel like i was fighting for something, but can't remember what. I'm sorry i can't do more, be more. I'm sorry i have so little time to spend being around.
December 17, 2025 at 5:41 AM
And when i turn around, I've missed something. And it just feels like everything is slowly crumbling. And it's starting to feel like i was fighting for something, but can't remember what. I'm sorry i can't do more, be more. I'm sorry i have so little time to spend being around.
Things i never knew happened or happening just outside of my miniscule sphere of existence. Like im stuck in a dark, knee high bog. Trying to keep up or find a way to walk along side you in some way. But no matter which direction i go it's all the same. I can't do anything.
December 17, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Things i never knew happened or happening just outside of my miniscule sphere of existence. Like im stuck in a dark, knee high bog. Trying to keep up or find a way to walk along side you in some way. But no matter which direction i go it's all the same. I can't do anything.
A recent conversation made me realize that i may be worse than i thought. Struggling or not, everyone is moving forward. Fighting for their own better tomorrow. But with what little time i have i just can't seem to keep up. Every time i look around i see something new or different.
December 17, 2025 at 5:40 AM
A recent conversation made me realize that i may be worse than i thought. Struggling or not, everyone is moving forward. Fighting for their own better tomorrow. But with what little time i have i just can't seem to keep up. Every time i look around i see something new or different.
I never really considered myself a good person, never went out of my way to do something especially kind. If I did or gave something it was because it felt like they deserved it. But ive been lost, doubting. Unsure if I'm really allowed to be around.
December 17, 2025 at 5:39 AM
I never really considered myself a good person, never went out of my way to do something especially kind. If I did or gave something it was because it felt like they deserved it. But ive been lost, doubting. Unsure if I'm really allowed to be around.
While silently hoping to myself, that it wasn't all i could bring to our friendship. But I'm not a skilled person. Im not funny, creative or charismatic. And with life limiting, if not outright eating away at the only ways i can help or show i care, im reduced to nothing but words.
December 17, 2025 at 5:39 AM
While silently hoping to myself, that it wasn't all i could bring to our friendship. But I'm not a skilled person. Im not funny, creative or charismatic. And with life limiting, if not outright eating away at the only ways i can help or show i care, im reduced to nothing but words.
I've never had a sense of time. So I've always felt behind other people, or stuck in place. Out of place altogether sometimes. There's never really been much i could do for myself. So when i found you all, i figured I'd do whatever i could, whatever little things that could make your days better.
December 17, 2025 at 5:38 AM
I've never had a sense of time. So I've always felt behind other people, or stuck in place. Out of place altogether sometimes. There's never really been much i could do for myself. So when i found you all, i figured I'd do whatever i could, whatever little things that could make your days better.
I never really had much of a life growing up, socially or generally. And For better or worse i missed out on a lot of things. My head was always focused on just moment-to-moment. Some of which i only experienced with these past 5 years.
December 17, 2025 at 5:37 AM
I never really had much of a life growing up, socially or generally. And For better or worse i missed out on a lot of things. My head was always focused on just moment-to-moment. Some of which i only experienced with these past 5 years.
Oh god and then there's the ones who come to your door. Just because someone in your neighborhood used their services. And they're so pushy its crazy.
December 12, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Oh god and then there's the ones who come to your door. Just because someone in your neighborhood used their services. And they're so pushy its crazy.
But what about that quintessential feminine figure Japan strives for xD
November 29, 2025 at 7:54 PM
But what about that quintessential feminine figure Japan strives for xD
Looks great koi, nice and chill 😊
November 16, 2025 at 12:58 AM
Looks great koi, nice and chill 😊
Hell yeah, seeing the enemies each have a different reaction to losing parts is great. Some adapt right away, others die instantly, and some overcompensate sooo much that they blast off into space. This is the kind of pve ai that people have been waiting for for years
November 11, 2025 at 2:32 PM
Hell yeah, seeing the enemies each have a different reaction to losing parts is great. Some adapt right away, others die instantly, and some overcompensate sooo much that they blast off into space. This is the kind of pve ai that people have been waiting for for years