Metus Rex
@dreadrex.bsky.social
account for my dumb personal and existential dread because I feel too bad venting on main. I'll just thug out all my pain though if I don't bother talking about it.
Man i feel like such a fucking failure its crazy. Like I really am such a fucking bum that'll never amount to anything
December 10, 2025 at 4:37 AM
Man i feel like such a fucking failure its crazy. Like I really am such a fucking bum that'll never amount to anything
I know im lowkey cooked when people ive never seen irl give me more birthday wishes than my own family.
For certain people I'll give a little leverage, but its a damn shame that so much of my family that I have left really just kinda forgot about me
For certain people I'll give a little leverage, but its a damn shame that so much of my family that I have left really just kinda forgot about me
October 16, 2025 at 3:12 AM
I know im lowkey cooked when people ive never seen irl give me more birthday wishes than my own family.
For certain people I'll give a little leverage, but its a damn shame that so much of my family that I have left really just kinda forgot about me
For certain people I'll give a little leverage, but its a damn shame that so much of my family that I have left really just kinda forgot about me
Having a non-0% of being homeless by my birthday was not on my 2025 list but I can't even be surprised, this year is terrible.
September 12, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Having a non-0% of being homeless by my birthday was not on my 2025 list but I can't even be surprised, this year is terrible.
Every time something happens in my family im reminded of how much of a fucking failure I am. If im helpless in my own house is there really any fuckin point in trying to do anything with myself at all?? Im actually so much of a burden to them its laughable, I just feel like itd be better if I left.
September 6, 2025 at 11:46 PM
Every time something happens in my family im reminded of how much of a fucking failure I am. If im helpless in my own house is there really any fuckin point in trying to do anything with myself at all?? Im actually so much of a burden to them its laughable, I just feel like itd be better if I left.
fuck man why the hell am I feeling so shitty dude
My stomach is acting up and my throat feels like it's closing but it's not, on top of acid reflux happening damn near constantly
wtf is happening i think I gotta end it all
My stomach is acting up and my throat feels like it's closing but it's not, on top of acid reflux happening damn near constantly
wtf is happening i think I gotta end it all
August 30, 2025 at 7:13 AM
fuck man why the hell am I feeling so shitty dude
My stomach is acting up and my throat feels like it's closing but it's not, on top of acid reflux happening damn near constantly
wtf is happening i think I gotta end it all
My stomach is acting up and my throat feels like it's closing but it's not, on top of acid reflux happening damn near constantly
wtf is happening i think I gotta end it all
I hate emetophobia I hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it so much it makes me wanna fucking cry and rip my skin off and never eat again
August 23, 2025 at 11:16 PM
I hate emetophobia I hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it so much it makes me wanna fucking cry and rip my skin off and never eat again
WHY WHY WHY WHY CANT PEOPLE BE FUCKING NORMAL. WHY. IS IT THAT HARD TO NOT BE SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO FUCKING ANIMALS?? IS IT????? LET ALONE DINOSAURS????????
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU STOP TRYING TO RUIN EVERYTHING I LIKE!!!!!!
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU STOP TRYING TO RUIN EVERYTHING I LIKE!!!!!!
August 14, 2025 at 12:17 AM
WHY WHY WHY WHY CANT PEOPLE BE FUCKING NORMAL. WHY. IS IT THAT HARD TO NOT BE SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO FUCKING ANIMALS?? IS IT????? LET ALONE DINOSAURS????????
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU STOP TRYING TO RUIN EVERYTHING I LIKE!!!!!!
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU STOP TRYING TO RUIN EVERYTHING I LIKE!!!!!!
I really wish my brain didnt feel so empty all the time. What the fuck does it even do besides tell my body to keep itself alive?
Theres no creative mind in there, theres no curiosity, no motivation to do anything, no positive anything. Its all static and overwhelming anxiety in there.
Theres no creative mind in there, theres no curiosity, no motivation to do anything, no positive anything. Its all static and overwhelming anxiety in there.
August 8, 2025 at 8:53 AM
I really wish my brain didnt feel so empty all the time. What the fuck does it even do besides tell my body to keep itself alive?
Theres no creative mind in there, theres no curiosity, no motivation to do anything, no positive anything. Its all static and overwhelming anxiety in there.
Theres no creative mind in there, theres no curiosity, no motivation to do anything, no positive anything. Its all static and overwhelming anxiety in there.
Im a fucking terrible person and a worse friend. I wish I wasn't so fucking scared to comfort the people i love to death (platonically). I wish I was capable of actually saying something instead of being a pussy and staying silent.
I WANT to be comforting. I WANT to be there for my friends. I can't.
I WANT to be comforting. I WANT to be there for my friends. I can't.
July 31, 2025 at 7:30 AM
Im a fucking terrible person and a worse friend. I wish I wasn't so fucking scared to comfort the people i love to death (platonically). I wish I was capable of actually saying something instead of being a pussy and staying silent.
I WANT to be comforting. I WANT to be there for my friends. I can't.
I WANT to be comforting. I WANT to be there for my friends. I can't.
Bruhh I cannot draw anything right rn wtf is wrong with me
July 30, 2025 at 8:38 AM
Bruhh I cannot draw anything right rn wtf is wrong with me
I love how me being bummed about Splitgate shutting down now leads me to think about how much of a fuck up I am in general. Like dude I can never do ANYTHING right, huh?
Can't sell my shit art/designs, cant bring myself to find a job, cant talk to anyone without getting scared
I really am a mistake.
Can't sell my shit art/designs, cant bring myself to find a job, cant talk to anyone without getting scared
I really am a mistake.
July 22, 2025 at 7:56 PM
I love how me being bummed about Splitgate shutting down now leads me to think about how much of a fuck up I am in general. Like dude I can never do ANYTHING right, huh?
Can't sell my shit art/designs, cant bring myself to find a job, cant talk to anyone without getting scared
I really am a mistake.
Can't sell my shit art/designs, cant bring myself to find a job, cant talk to anyone without getting scared
I really am a mistake.
Dude fuck this
First Dauntless gets shut down, now Splitgate????? WHY are all the games i care about DYING??? This shit is unfair as fuck dawg. And I spent good fucking money on BOTH...
First Dauntless gets shut down, now Splitgate????? WHY are all the games i care about DYING??? This shit is unfair as fuck dawg. And I spent good fucking money on BOTH...
July 22, 2025 at 7:17 PM
Dude fuck this
First Dauntless gets shut down, now Splitgate????? WHY are all the games i care about DYING??? This shit is unfair as fuck dawg. And I spent good fucking money on BOTH...
First Dauntless gets shut down, now Splitgate????? WHY are all the games i care about DYING??? This shit is unfair as fuck dawg. And I spent good fucking money on BOTH...
I wanna play with my buddies more but I'm too much of a pussy to ask and even when I'm given the ok to i still chicken out because I feel like I don't fucking belong there.
July 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
I wanna play with my buddies more but I'm too much of a pussy to ask and even when I'm given the ok to i still chicken out because I feel like I don't fucking belong there.
just saw a game called kill the retro_slop can we fucking butcher these retarded ass people who say this shit already
July 14, 2025 at 3:15 AM
just saw a game called kill the retro_slop can we fucking butcher these retarded ass people who say this shit already
I don't like being so scared to just ask someone to do something with them. I hate it in fact. Like im not a stranger or anything, known them for years, yet I still get scared to ask for literally anything because somehow it'll lead to me losing that friendship. Its stupid but i can't help it.
July 13, 2025 at 7:38 AM
I don't like being so scared to just ask someone to do something with them. I hate it in fact. Like im not a stranger or anything, known them for years, yet I still get scared to ask for literally anything because somehow it'll lead to me losing that friendship. Its stupid but i can't help it.
Idk how much longer I can keep thugging it out bro.
July 9, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Idk how much longer I can keep thugging it out bro.
Man why the fuck do things I use on the daily have to spontaneously break conveniently when I have no fucking money to replace them huh
I cant land a comm for shit so now ive just gotta fucking thug it out for god knows how long and it sucks donkey balls man fuck tjis
I cant land a comm for shit so now ive just gotta fucking thug it out for god knows how long and it sucks donkey balls man fuck tjis
July 9, 2025 at 6:44 PM
Man why the fuck do things I use on the daily have to spontaneously break conveniently when I have no fucking money to replace them huh
I cant land a comm for shit so now ive just gotta fucking thug it out for god knows how long and it sucks donkey balls man fuck tjis
I cant land a comm for shit so now ive just gotta fucking thug it out for god knows how long and it sucks donkey balls man fuck tjis
uuuggfhhh dude I dont wanna do adopts anymore whats the fuckin point if no one buys em fucking anyways, just putting time and effort into them only for the designs to fucking rot in my gallery
I want people to buy them not just cuz I need money but also cuz I wanna see the designs be given life by
I want people to buy them not just cuz I need money but also cuz I wanna see the designs be given life by
July 4, 2025 at 8:25 AM
uuuggfhhh dude I dont wanna do adopts anymore whats the fuckin point if no one buys em fucking anyways, just putting time and effort into them only for the designs to fucking rot in my gallery
I want people to buy them not just cuz I need money but also cuz I wanna see the designs be given life by
I want people to buy them not just cuz I need money but also cuz I wanna see the designs be given life by
I feel so bad for being silent when my friends vent dude
I care so so much about my friends i can't even describe it fully but I can't word anything I wanna say right and get so mad and anxious that I just choose not to say anything at all, I doubt anything I have to say would even help anyway.
I care so so much about my friends i can't even describe it fully but I can't word anything I wanna say right and get so mad and anxious that I just choose not to say anything at all, I doubt anything I have to say would even help anyway.
July 3, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I feel so bad for being silent when my friends vent dude
I care so so much about my friends i can't even describe it fully but I can't word anything I wanna say right and get so mad and anxious that I just choose not to say anything at all, I doubt anything I have to say would even help anyway.
I care so so much about my friends i can't even describe it fully but I can't word anything I wanna say right and get so mad and anxious that I just choose not to say anything at all, I doubt anything I have to say would even help anyway.
I dont recommend living my life, -999/10
July 3, 2025 at 8:57 PM
I dont recommend living my life, -999/10