Hello? 😭

Heal you in the future as life goes on. I did, look where i am now. Im already investing into therapy for a lot of things, not because of this old dispute between us. So try your best to move on.

I feel safe here, from you, from your friends. Im different because im getting older, not younger. I want to handle business not play mind games with you. If you want to change, you gotta grow some tough skin dude. The world is full of dangers and good things. I would find those good things to help

Im also grateful for my aunt who told me to keep your chin up. I admire her, shes a beautiful black woman who gets work done. She’s so caring and open with me, a complete opposite what my mother was. Shes always been my true mother all my life. Shes tough.

Im not sorry for who i am right now, im very thankful for my friends and my mentor for giving me the courage to tell you to fuck right off. Im tired of being quiet and afraid, i gotta know my roots. I come from a family whos rough and tough.

So sorry you grieve the old me, old me was vulnerable and you took advantage of that. Thats the only reason why you grieve me. Theres no love between us anymore, and i wanna keep it that way! i know when someone doesnt love me and i can smell ur bullshit from a mile away.