If not and I can't, then I mean what I said, I'll leave you be if I'm blocked and I'll give up.

I just wanted to tell you this, all of this. It's my fault, and I'm willingly ready to take whatever responsibility I have to earn your trust. You're a good person/friend Yuki. And I guess I'm just the idiot for all of this for the wrong I did that I'm willing to fix by any means.

They deserve you, and I guess I don't cause I've caused too much trouble that has either troubled everyone, or hurt everyone deeply and broke their friendship bond. I just wanted to express myself completely one last time if this is the last time I can ever tag you to tell you this.

If I'm not being sincere enough, then tell me what it is I have to do to earn the trust again and put everything behind us. If it's too late and I can't do anything else, then I'll leave you be and let you live your life to the fullest. You deserve your crew, all I have is my faith and friends IRL.

If I can't be convincing enough, then I'm not worthy. But I wanna do my best to fix everything. Please.

I'm sorry. I really am. I just wanted to tell you that. I wanted to show my feelings when I'm vulnerable like this. I don't know if you get this, or see it, but I am being really serious here. I'm being sincere here. I don't know how you'd take the apology, but I wanna do my best to make fix this.

Please think about this if I deserve a second chance or not. I really am so, so, so sorry. 😢

I'm just now me. The only me I'll ever be. The new me. The one who doesn't want any bad blood.

I just wanted to get this off my chest, no more secrets, no more private stuff. I'm a complete open book now. I'm a new person completely.

I don't expect you to forgive me for this, but I just wanna try and make things right. I'm willing to do anything to fix everything. You tell me what to do, and I'll do it. I beg for your forgiveness, and I hope this reaches you, if it doesn't and I'm blocked, it was nice being your friend.