!!!!! i want to talk at people and not go through something awkward!!!!!! i want to draw!!!!!!! i want to not fight with my mom!!!!!!!!! but guessss what. crashout

ggggguhhhhhhhhhhhh i wish i could hit something or scream at someone rn 💔🥀 im lowk feeling dramatic rn and. man. i want to get rid of this feeling by doing anything but guess what!!!!!!!! im on a mf art block rn and i cant rlly enjoy any music i enjoy hearing atm

thanks pen. i kind of felt better reading this, so thank you :]

i bet that when i go back downstairs she will force me to apologize and not say jack shit back

i swear one day i would tell her theres a snake on her leg, she would call me a liar and then get fucking bit

i wish she could learn that she can also be in the wrong. that im not the one who is always wrong and that im not trying to gaslight her. that im trying to express my feelings or trying to tell her it was misinformation.

its SO annoying man. she asked me when was my last day of school and didnt hear so she got mad and called me deaf. then i asked if she needed help on anything and she thought i said “why do you care sm” and got madder, i tried to tell her that that was not what i fucking said and called me a liar.

maybe im hungry maybe juuuuust maybe

i really dont want to go to school tomorrow but i still have i have like 5 group projects and one more exam to finish but if i didnt have to. i would stay here allllll day long

its been since days since ive actually enjoyed going around doing things and and mannnn. i want to stay in my bed all day long and just eat some snacks and thats it. sighhhhh!!!!!! just me being dramatic chat

thinking about making the sketch today in my sketchbook but uhhhmmmmmm i dunno

btw!!!!! the colored chance drawing is to see what kind of style im using for an actual artwork im going to make probs tomorrow yayyyy

alsooooo

thanks for the offer but no thanks

mhm

thanks pen

not anymor…. wait