He's beautiful! Thank you so much!

I can hear my uncles I'll never meet literally crying from their graves.

They fought against the Nazis during the war.

It's a crying pain to my grandfather and uncles that I will never know because my Uncles fought in Europe against Fascism only for it to be exactly developing at home.

Maybe later today I'll have visit their graves for reassurance everything will be okay.

*Country my bad

Typo

I hope I get some tax returns this year last year I had to pay which already strained my finances x.x

Well. Thing is it's a delicate balance between work and social and the thing is I can't sustain myself monetarily so I'm more prioritize at work despite you have to commit to being socially active.

Part 2:

... limits from what I can do. It's making me question if I should hold on being physical or just slowly be more and more ace and just suppress and numb the physical affection.

Being more of a needy physical person I need that holding and snug.

I may have a fiance both her and I. But due to some bad things had happened to her, technically we can't do anything physically but she's allowing me to be with poly others.

I wish for doing things physical. But there's limits.