thought about deleting every word i've written again. no one is fucking reading all that

i can't remember the last thing i did, said, or tried to do that didn't end in tears and more sleepless nights. why am i still here. genuinely. i dont feel that there's any point beyond some cosmic force getting to laugh at me every day.

should i include losing half my friends without a word a few weeks ago? being pissed on in public? going on month three with no physical cards because of bank issues? every attempt for connection that's gotten me abused, but never wanted? no one even answering me anymore? when do i just listen?

no one else seems to find the phrase # lukaalwaysloses very funny but they're not the ones who are getting hurt, harassed, beaten down, and abandoned every hour on the hour with something new, are they. i think it's hilarious. what else am i supposed to do but laugh anymore.

over one month i've gritted my teeth through living in a dangerous and disturbing situation so that i could get a cute apartment with a friend and today i learn i have been left completely on my own with the situation and just going to have to figure something out for myself

how it feels to be a Modern font user in a sea of Vampyre

im like why does everything hurt. girl sit down for one day

HAAAAAY HOW IS UR HALLOWEEN POOKIE…!!!!

HELPMENFHOLY SHIT

im not i just wanted to wear the 18+ band

is anything ever enough . will they Ever be happy. omfg

i hope the girl who said “just don’t be stupid and you’ll be fine” is having a terrible night. i can still feel sweaty hands in my hair.

tbh i didn’t have my glasses on and this image is looking RATHER DIRE!!!!!! but i do agree. i think people get rly eager abt having educated themselves and learned stuff which is good!!! i’m very glad they can spot it. this is a very new development. but like u said. pls…. let west asians talk first

the pose is bad with just a visual tho. for sure.

without literally any context i don’t have anything to say about it. given their track record (stormblood :) ) it probably won’t be good. id personally rather they just didn’t after dawntrail but whatever i don’t pay them anymore

its literally just this picture?