unless i somehow sent the email Incorrectly somehow and they say they refuse to do it (i am aware that's not the case i'm just goofin)

thank you 🥺 i think part of what fucks me up so badly is i DO come across as having my shit together to ppl who don't know me but it's so hard to keep up with everything a "normal" adult has to do and manage 🫩 i appreciate ur support though 💕

anyway i hate vocalizing my resolutions due to aforementioned feelings but i'm gonna try to stop letting all of my energy be consumed by work and try to sink my time into other stuff this year Even If It Kills Me (hyperbole)

i see people accomplishing things and i feel so left behind sometimes bc even though i look like i have it together this stupid disorder holds me back so much :')

it didn't :)

like i like her but it's a constant state of walking on eggshells with her on a bad day which is not great when we're a team that has to work together 😭 i just worry this job is doing her more harm than good and she and her deskmate have a weird toxic codependent work friendship and it's so....

maybe the coworker in question thinks i'm a loser for this but i really just want to keep my head down and do my work during the day and have everything be extremely uncomplicated 🫠

i'm in the same boat i always get migraines on my period 😭 but i'm locked out of taking any more pto until the new year bc of the nature of my job it SUCKS

the last time i went i paid almost $400 out of pocket 🤣🤣🤣

got a file for review that made me wanna run into the street 😭😭😔😔 i got through it but it aged me 50 years