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Dolly Wilde
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Letters of the only Wilde who loved women
What has been your mood lately? Too tired & busy even to be unfaithful to me?
January 1, 2026 at 2:41 AM
I have had a very happy summer staying in the country—but London is lonely & depressing & I am longing to get back to family life with you!
December 31, 2025 at 10:41 PM
but the feature that strikes one is the mouth—a full round mouth, a pretty girl’s mouth in that spinster face. It is so young, young like her skin that is smooth and soft.
December 31, 2025 at 6:41 PM
I am really fond of her, nearly always worried over her, & always touched by her.
December 31, 2025 at 2:41 PM
How lucky we have all been to have been in love with you—where no duty prevailed, no obligations—only those of love & enjoyment!
December 31, 2025 at 10:41 AM
Feel me with open arms & love your faithful
Dolly
December 31, 2025 at 6:42 AM
What an excellent, flattering mood I’m in darling. I look 20 & feel 16 too. But I’m treading gently lest the desert stretch before me at crossing.
December 31, 2025 at 2:41 AM
Do you leave my letters on your desk—I fear so. Burn them now. Silly to gather them up eventually & pop them in a clerk’s folder under the letter ‘W’.
December 30, 2025 at 10:41 PM
Quarrel with your lover if needs be—be cross, disagreeable, indifferent or cold but always be within love-making distance! Surely this is a lesson never to be un-learnt.
December 30, 2025 at 6:41 PM
I topple her over into unaccustomed channels of thought about herself & so intrigue her that she leaves the young men & sits bewildered on the arm of my chair, waiting like a little dog for a bone! She should be saved—perhaps I will!
December 30, 2025 at 2:41 PM
I died of delight and let my soul rest in those sprays of starry leaves hung in the sky.
December 30, 2025 at 10:41 AM
Why do I wait? Yet the waiting is sweet & in no way lessens my desire. Will your love outlast this delay?
December 30, 2025 at 6:42 AM
You compel my imagination, make turmoil of my thoughts & every night I miss your lover’s attentions—what else is love?
December 30, 2025 at 2:41 AM
I feel sometimes like a clever man balancing a billiard cue on his nose—one false slip and the cue will topple—fall. I mean my whole life seems just that—no reality and yet this lack of reality passing unnoticed because the trick is so amusing and clever.
December 29, 2025 at 10:42 PM
I shall end my days in some strange house, far away—and ease my mid-Victorian heart with memories of the past.
December 29, 2025 at 6:41 PM
What shall I tell you? That I am living with Honey's Mama and Papa in a charming house in London—and once more find delight in 'family life' and her perfect companionship?
December 29, 2025 at 2:41 PM
Where is Romaine’s small hand to comfort me with moody sympathy?
December 29, 2025 at 10:41 AM
You are the only serious thing in my life emotionally. I remember in those days feeling as if you over-shadowed me like a great mountain—that at once uplifted me & awed me.
December 29, 2025 at 6:42 AM
I am writing in Honey's romantic bedroom with lowered lights, a dreaming fire, and Honey tucked up like a Princess fast asleep! She won't let me write while she is awake, but likes to know I am in the room.
December 29, 2025 at 2:41 AM
You seem, amongst a world of strangers, so part of me that feeling you slipping away is like saying goodbye to oneself
December 28, 2025 at 10:41 PM
and with all my knowledge I possessed you as deeply and as actually as if you had been there . . . that blinding lightening—like possession too swift, too acutely felt
December 28, 2025 at 6:41 PM
I imagine you asleep so vividly that I must really retire in my imagination in case I wake you.
December 28, 2025 at 2:41 PM
Mourn for me, dear, tender, heartless paradoxical amazone & mingle your love & regret!
December 28, 2025 at 10:41 AM
What are you Natalie darling? I have created you so firmly in my head—or in my heart—that reality is shocking & lacks conviction.
December 28, 2025 at 6:41 AM
She has nothing to do with maternal life—is supposed to be a virgin, to have experienced no physical contact even with Orlando.
December 28, 2025 at 2:41 AM