im gonna log out

the priority is autism assessment honestly, gang gang

damn im gonna watch brooklyn 99

im literally pro self diagnosis but when it applies to myself i always second guess. Every time i try and book apts for assessments it's always full . but now i realize im doing the 'justifying' part of my rumination spiral its just reassurance and then obsession OCD. caught it mid post Im high

It takes a lot for me to say it out loud even if its a post not a lot of ppl will even see bc i always invalidate myself and ruminate over 'what if im faking' but idk it just resonates so hard and would validate sm of my life experiences

the oil hit mid call with my sisters omfg. im like ssseeeeeyaaaaa guysssssssss

march 1

1200-1300 range (counted loosely) maintenance. focused on simply not binging rn

Ended up just picking up dorian gray and if we were villains !!

feb 16 - feb 28

i stopped counting bc i got super depressed 😔 lawl

house of leaves is also on my list