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Dela
@dokutoid.bsky.social
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I'm no longer depressed my anxiety has washed away move aside everyone I will not leave my room for the next [???] years
February 20, 2025 at 5:19 AM
Thought I'd had fixed my sleep schedule again finally but turns out today had other plans for me and now I'm overstressing over my current projects yayyyyy =)
February 19, 2025 at 9:02 AM
I wanted to release a demo by the end of this week, but I might have to delay that to next week just to make sure the game looks even a little bit presentable

This stinks
Have I ever posted about my game here? I don't think I have. I've been making some good progress but it's mostly been backend stuff so I can't really show progress here X_X

Hopefully soon though, then I can get a demo out and set up a Patreon =)
February 12, 2025 at 4:33 AM
Eagh I'm making good progress on the game but the unfortunate task of Making Assets is slowing me down!!!!!!!!
February 10, 2025 at 11:23 PM
I have to contact my insurance via phone??? I waited 2 days for an email just to tell me that???? This is stupid
Man I hate American Health Insurance and Current Job Market.

I might have to e-beg for comms for a little bit until I can get my game project into a demo-able state and maybe I could e-beg for Patreon subs instead lol
February 8, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Have I ever posted about my game here? I don't think I have. I've been making some good progress but it's mostly been backend stuff so I can't really show progress here X_X

Hopefully soon though, then I can get a demo out and set up a Patreon =)
February 6, 2025 at 10:48 PM
Man I hate American Health Insurance and Current Job Market.

I might have to e-beg for comms for a little bit until I can get my game project into a demo-able state and maybe I could e-beg for Patreon subs instead lol
February 5, 2025 at 8:28 PM
Never kill yoursef!!!!!
January 30, 2025 at 1:03 AM
No way the thing getting me motivated for exercising again is the thinking of
"I was more twinkish when I was on the swim team so that means I should exercise again"
January 28, 2025 at 1:57 AM
february tooth
January 27, 2025 at 10:23 PM
I love you Cintiq 13HD I've had since I was like 12 please stop showing possible signs of degradation like more and more frequently disconnecting yourself for no reason I need you 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
January 27, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Awful

I went to look at who liked my last dream post to see the ratio of following/not following and I saw two people say they had partners in their bios and my brain entered a downward spiral

Not a good way to start the morning I fear
January 27, 2025 at 6:16 PM
Hmmm... Did I just overhear Father of Mine be supportive of Trump bcuz he's homophobic?

Perhaps I had too much faith in Parents of Mine to see past that, despite how homo/transphobic they are. Shame.
January 25, 2025 at 10:51 PM
5th or so consecutive year of my dentist saying I have the healthiest teeth in Family of Mine
January 25, 2025 at 8:43 PM
wtf that's oomf!!!!!
January 23, 2025 at 9:15 PM
I spoke too soon.
Surprised that a really old acquaintance of mine is fine calling me by my new name without mistakes after he was informed of it lol

Now I'm disappointed in my close friends for still having trouble with it
January 22, 2025 at 4:00 AM
Surprised that a really old acquaintance of mine is fine calling me by my new name without mistakes after he was informed of it lol

Now I'm disappointed in my close friends for still having trouble with it
January 22, 2025 at 1:56 AM
I've been kinda avoiding Sister of Mine since for the past couple months I've been pissed that she keeps cancelling plans the day of/saying she'll do smth and then not doing it bcuz she'd rather spend time with her bf

Earlier she gave me a drink I get from the local boba shop and now I feel awful
January 17, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Sick tiredness is almost completely gone and sleep schedule is back on track and after about a month and I'm eating proper breakfast again and

man I missed the spam + egg + vigan longanisa + rice breakfast combo 🥺🥺🥺🥺
January 14, 2025 at 5:52 PM
"Oh I need to do that thing for our cosplays I said I was gonna do last minute bcuz I keep going against my word that I'm gonna do it bcuz I just hang with my bf 24/7? Of course doku I promise to do that =)

Oh oopsie it's tomorrow and I fell asleep at my bf's and now we're out of time silly me =)"
January 8, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Amazing

I need to go to the store but the plumbers are BLOCKING THE DRIVEWAY WITH BOTH THEIR VANS
December 26, 2024 at 8:26 PM
It's so fucking stupid

Everywhere I apply I get ghosted or rejected

I've had people more successful than me look over my resumes multiple times to double, triple, quadruple check

I make sure I tick all the boxes in terms of qualification

So wtf am I doing wrong
December 26, 2024 at 1:43 AM
And it looks like our hot water was cut off right when I wanted to shower

Great =)
December 25, 2024 at 10:22 AM
I really need to stop expecting people to be true to their word, even if it's not even something I wanted to do
Another thing I notice a lot is people (friends/family) telling me they'll do something and then never doing it??

Like?? am I stupid?? Am I autisming hard and missing a signal that they're just merely suggesting that they're gonna do it or something??
December 25, 2024 at 7:29 AM
Mfw I got stuck in bed for 4 more hours than I wanted to just cuz of a very minorly upsetting scene in a dream that my brain decided to ruminate on and it snowballed into something worse =)
December 24, 2024 at 8:35 PM