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KDJ deliberately lets YJH think he's saving KDJ. Don't worry about the black blood he's coughing, it's curable, he's sure.

YJH realizes too late that it was the other way around all along.
June 3, 2025 at 5:18 PM
He quickly realizes there's no saving him, and the first thing that runs through his mind is, "Damn it, that bastard is going to get himself killed playing hero. I need to stick around long enough to get him out of here."
June 3, 2025 at 5:18 PM
#joongdok au where yjh is remembers his memories from his past lives and he's fairly certain kdj is his soulmate. in his happiest lives, kdj is his lover. however, in some lives, kdj ends up with someone else.
October 30, 2024 at 7:51 PM
#joongdok i keep thinking about yjh realizing he's not a good boyfriend to kdj after watching kdj interact with his ex, swk
October 30, 2024 at 7:51 PM
"he's just a gentleman, really," kdj says. then, he jokes, "it's definitely a huge adjustment after we broke up and i still blame him for that."

yjh tries not to think about what that means about him.
October 30, 2024 at 6:38 PM
yjh hears kdj's friends teasing him about getting the princess treatment from swk back when they were together, and kdj nervously trying to laugh it off.
October 30, 2024 at 6:38 PM
he realizes it's different, when he's unable to look away as kdj laughs and smiles so brightly at swk's jokes, realizing he's never made kdj laugh like that in their two years together.
October 30, 2024 at 6:37 PM
except at the brunch, yjh watches as kdj puts his tomatoes in swk's plate like it's natural and swk eating his tomatoes for him, seeing how much happier kdj looks when his preferences are respected instead of getting scolded for being picky.
October 30, 2024 at 6:37 PM
maybe it happens at a get-together with friends. yjh knows kdj kept in-touch with his only ex. no big deal. yjh remained friends with his ex-wife too, and he knows kdj isn't that kind of person.
October 30, 2024 at 6:37 PM
it's not fair. how is someone who is only there at kdj's best more deserving than yjh?

in the next life, yjh frames an honest salaryman for fraud and convinces a prisoner to write a book.
October 28, 2024 at 11:47 AM
in those lives, kdj pays him little attention besides a small compliment to his face. in those lives, kdj meets someone else at work— someone who shares the same interests, someone who makes him laugh, someone he can spend time with on a daily basis and banter with easily....
October 28, 2024 at 11:46 AM
yjh figures out the pattern. the lives wherein kdj has a loving present father, has never tried to kill himself, and lives a good life... the lives wherein kdj has no reason to obsess over someone who's like a 'protagonist'.

those are the worst.
October 28, 2024 at 11:46 AM