take care of yourself rey we are here for you! 💕 love you

i realize this comes across as just a story but that wasn’t my full intention HDJSHF

i ended up feeling better. acting like a kid made me feel better. I felt like i had control over myself again

soothe myself in some way. I ended up grabbing a bowl and eating ice cream. So much ice cream with so many sprinkles and so much chocolate fudge. I wanted to feel like a kid again and i remember eating it and just telling myself “It’ll pass and mommy won’t be mad at me anymore”. (+)

the first time i Remember age regressing was when i was like 16 – i was so horrifically scared and in distress because my mom just humiliated me and shamed me and abused me once again, for reasons I cannot remember but nonetheless i was very hurt. I remember just being overcome with the need to (+)