Okay so maybe I was drunk- I for sure meant steel guitar.

Apparently I forgot to reply to this for two months but hi let’s be friends

Could I be added to this please?

I have so much guilt over my own consumption (because sometimes it really is fast food or starve) and there is so much power in taking the steps you CAN take! (and knowing what you can’t)

I know I’m kind and thoughtful and fun. But it’s so much easier to be those things when I don’t feel like I’m having to convince other people that I’m worthy of love.

by the people who were SUPPOSED to love me unconditionally. I spent so much time wondering what was so wrong with me that my parents didn’t want me or love me or whatever else. That didn’t go away as an adult- why is it always “I love you but-“ and never “I love the person you are”?

I feel like I go above and beyond for the people that I care about, and yet I constantly feel like it isn’t enough because the people who love me do so with a ten foot pole. And sure, my spouse and a few friends are the exceptions, but it’s much harder to believe them when they are so outnumbered-

and from a similar vein, not everyone who is friendly to you is your friend

The echoing !!!! 😂