I wouldn't even say I'm inconsistent, I'm bisexual but with being a top player and an 0-2er. I'm not really mad at it but it's just confusing how this can happen. Am I getting gimmicked or am I gimmicking people? Am I too hype or not hype enough?

dont get me wrong, cloud is still incredibly good, i just think he needs to play perfect neutral instead of advantage in a 20XX meta. he does have one of the best neutral games, but its harder to win neutral every interaction compared to finding 1 hit and taking the stock.

Also doesn't help that I'm probably agoraphobic and just like really mentally fucked up too. I kinda just need some time to do non smash shit and like live life a lil. I feel like I'm living like an incel but I don't have the personality of one, so I should probably fix that

I kept my room free of food, no rats/roaches, but there was an insane amount of junk and like little wrappers that became a cesspool for mold. I ended up deep cleaning my room recently and I found mold on a chair, under my bed, on windows, possibly on a rug, and on my dresser.