better. my love, im not going anywhere. im here. You still have yet to propose to me, and so do I 💍 it's me and you against the world.

marami parin ako hindi alam or pagkakamali as a person and when it comes to our relationship. oo, alam ko ito. guilty as charged, I'll do my best. for you. for us. I could write more for you because you deserve it. sana you smile when you see this. hoping my words of reassurance will make you feel

okay. so, to your bad thoughts, this is what i have to say.

i love artu and will for the rest of my life. aalagaan ko siya, and if he ever needs me to look after him, i would. bibigay ko lahat ng pagaalaga na hindi mo na danas.

maybe medyo baliw ako for having you at the top, but can anyone blame me? we only got each other in this world at the end of the day. i will hold your hand as everything else burns around us. I'd burn if it means you're safe. i know my sacrifices aren't in vain. that it's all worth it. it will be

my compassion. my care, so let me do it for you. im sorry if i have been stubborn lately and all the things have happened. we have our very faults, and i believe we would get through this. you're more important to me artu than any petty fights, more than my family, my friends, and my aspirations.

kasi hindi mo ako pinabayaan. ayaw kita din pabayaan, ayaw kita hindi makita, ayaw kita hindi makasama. I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THE IDEA OF YOU NOT BEING FOR ME. oh fuck, i will do anything- just to have you by my side. i will pour my understanding and love our for you. you are deserving of my love and

andito lang ako para sayo. sana alam mo yun. gagawin ang lahat-lahat para lang maging okay ka lang. tutulungan kita hanggang sa kakayanin. i just hope you know that you're seen. nakikita ko lahat ng effort and paghihirap mo, lahat ay na appreciate ko. so, this is me saying that mahal kita at salamat

one day, I hope to wrap you into my love just as you have wrapped me into yours. not just when we nap but when we sleep, when I wake to you. sa mga oras na kailangan mo ko. sa oras na gusto mo umiyak, hahawakan kita. pakikingan kita. pupunasan ang luha at hahalikan kita. I'll soothe you.

tayo. kaya mas lalong desidido ako galingan sa lahat ng ginagawa ko. kahit ayaw ko, kahit mahirap. i guess that's what you do pag mahal mo ang isang tao. you will put everything you can aside just to be with them. artu, i want to be with you. gusto kita. mahal kita. miss kita araw-araw.

let me admire you in your best and in your worst as you have admired me. everytime na nagigising ako sa umaga, ikaw ang iniisip. kung okay ka lang, asan ka na at iba pa. palaging alala at hinahanap ka. gusto ko man mabalot ang ating katawan, hindi natin magagawa yun. hindi sapat ang oras na meron

i will admit that napping and keeping my mind at bat from my own thoughts that drive me to insanity, anger, and numbness helped, but you helped me the most. my lover who stood by me. so, let me stand by you. let me take your hand and caress you, embrace you. let me tell you sweet things.