aka i've made my own back hurt someone massage it.... ough im so Weary and full of Ailments i fear i won't make it thru winter if i don't receive even a half-assed shoulder rub....

major upside of the ehlers-danlos is being able to reach around my own back easily but its still not the same as someone being able to actually apply it For me >:(

look at this little fucking guy

hm. okay. gameplan. my sleep schedule is fucked anyway, i'm going to make food and take my adhd meds, hopefully it'll burn off some of my current restless energy into Focusing On Something and i'll feel better for having been productive.

shut up or I'll flash up a picture of Twink Omar Sharif and send you into a trance state

sorry i'm inoculated against omar sharif bcos my deep seated attachment to lawrence of arabia (1962) makes me feel like i would be homewrecking some already very doomed yaoi if i also fucked omar sharif

dr zhivago? like the hotel website?

oh huh!